+Pieces of My life+

Last day in UK

2010-08-19T02:16:00.004+01:00

1.39am and my two friends, kv and ch were sleeping soundly now.

12pm, i will be taking flight back to Malaysia, the place where i belong to.

I couldnt sleep now and later 6am hav to wake up to catch the taxi to healthrow airport with two friends. I am quite emotional and sad now.

Time flies so fast, i still can recall vividly, the moment i reached uk, jumped in the joy and busy exploring this new place. Uk is definitely a place filled with memories, mostly sweet and unforgettable experience. If i were given a choice to study overseas, i will choose uk without hesitating coz UK is so so so FUN!!!

I wonder when i can come back here again? Maybe next year during my sis's convo? But the feeling will be totally different coz i am not longer a student anymore but come back as a tourist T_T I still remember Mr.H told me, cherish ur student life, u will be missing it badly. Tat time,i was still doubting wat he said, and i jus wanted to finish my study as soon as possible coz i was sick of pharmacy course. But now i strongly agreed of wat he said.

Throughout this year, i actually found out dat i was not hating my course, jus dat i was not trying to put efforts to love this course. I was lucky enough to have a bunch of friends who encouraged me to go through the most difficult stage of course and guiding me all the way. We went through ups and downs and of course after some quarreling, our bonds became stronger and stronger. U know who you are <3

And i felt so lucky to pass through this stage and finally graduate as a pharmacist! Before the final exams, i was very very stressed and i know i couldnt let my parents down as they put a lot hope on me. Finally i really made it, and they attended my convocation. I was so happy to see their smiling face during convo.

But at this moment, i felt like going back to my student life and start over again! I missed the moment we cooked, we played, we made fun of each other, we traveled and did a lot stupid stuff together! These are the memories which cant be deleted from my dictionary and will always refresh in my mind. And now i feel like crying, coz i am leaving such a lovely place which full of sweet memories. I really hope the clock stop ticking now, pls stop ticking now.

The only and the one trip we travelled together. It was the best trip i had in my trip. When we can make the 2nd trip again? And i am sure we will always bond strongly to each other and our friendship will never fade away easily.

The successful chinese reunion dinner. Everyone did a good job despite all of us were busy preparing for class test. Love u all!!!!

Listening to the soft songs, and i am still awake now! I am reluctant to leave here, uk, i am not ready yet to leave here. And i know, i will be missing this place so so so much. Feel so relieved after spill everything out here.

Miserable

2010-02-10T17:34:00.001Z

1. My lappie's fan make so much noise and it is not functioning properly. My friend ask me don use my lappie anymore orelse it will worsen my lappie. Life without my lappie is so miserable. I still hav 3 assignments to be done =( I had bought the sony international warranty but i jus found out that the warranty is not applicable in uk as my laptop was not purchased in EU (europe). I SERIOUSLY NEED A LAPTOP!

2. Jus had my fringe cut. And i look terribly ugly with the freaking cute doll fringe.

3. The ulcer on my tongue is killing me. I am brave enough to apply the salt on the ulcer, and u can imagine how pain am i.

4. I hav to present my pharmcare care again although i had did one last week. I am not aware that i cant used the same topic for my presentation although my two cases are different and also based on two different patients. But miss derna is kind enough to giv me another opportunity to present again. I am now preparing a new presentation and i tell myself that "it's okay, take it as a practice to present in front of public."

I am in a very bad mood now and i am wondering when all these shit stop happening?

Turn on my study mode

2010-01-29T02:30:00.008Z

Feb is going to be a very busy month for me although feb is a loving month of Chinese new year and also valentine day!

There are a lot assigments to be done: *scratching my head now*

a) Pharm care presentation
b)CPP evident-based essay
c) Pharmcare essay

Also not to forget:
d) Research final year project
e) Biopharm exam

The final exam might fall between 12th may - 26 may (Not sure the exact date) and graduation ceremony's date is confirmed on 5/7.

So it indicates that my happy study life in uk is going to end soon. I hav mixed feeling and i guess everyone's(my batchmates) having the same thought wif me. Happy time passed too way fast. And this is clearly illustrated by the quote "Sit with a beautiful woman for an hour, and it seems like a minute. Sit on a hotplate for a minute, and it seems like an hour" I don wan to wake up from the heavenly moment! I don wan to end my uni life yet i don like the torturing study life! Confuse right?

Okay, i shall update my blog wif the travel posts and the places i had been to! Who knows, i might lost my memory in future. So this blog will recall my sweet memories during travelling =)

Shall end my post wif my recent pic in case u guys hav forgetten me =.=

p/s: More posts upcoming after my test ^^

Welcome 2010 and My new resolution!

2010-01-23T13:38:00.018Z

I know it's quite late to post up my new resolution but now i am totally free as i just finished all my lab research.

Time passes in a blink of eye. My life is forwarding very fast now. And now it's the year of Tiger which is 2010. No matter if you like it or not when the old year fades away and the new year arrives, most of us think about the past and the future.

Was it a successful year?
Where did we succeed, where did we fail?
Which of the mistakes do we want to overcome next year?

Most people tend to plan for the upcoming year. Every year, it seems that the same Top Ten New Year resolutions crop up.Why? It's kinda obvious. Because they're just so hard to keep! I am having the same trouble keeping my resolutions, but this time I'm determined to do them better.This year I'm determined to try harder and I plan to succeed.

What goals do make sense for 2010? I’ve selected some of them.

2009

Jan-June: Last semester in IMU (Bukit Jalil) where i had spent 2.5 years studying there. I know i was quite inactive in participating activities there as my house is 45 minutes from the uni and i had to travel a long journey to uni everyday. But, u know, imu is the place which will always pop in my mind and also gives me a lot memories which wont fade away easily in my mind =) I still remember the entire may 2009, i was busy applying visa, packing my luggage and also did the last meet up wif my friends. And then, i flew to uk wif 100++ students of my batch and left my home, parents, and friends.

June-Sept: It was my hectic months in uk as we had to finish one semester in such a short period. We had class from 9am till 5pm and we were suffocated due to the excessive workload!

Sept: Finally, we were free from the exams and started our summer break which was one month long. Before that, we had booked low cost fare to paris and italy and planned everything wisely. It was my 1st time backpacking wif friends. It was a very great and fun experience in my life. I had visited paris and rome, pisa of italy and after dat joined my family to paris again and london, they had visited glasgow as well. The only regret i had, was i didnt get to visit venice, milan, and also florence like how my backpacking partners did as my family came from msia around the period.

Paris family pic. I *heart* u all!

Me and the donald duck's grandpa. I love tis pic!

Oct-Nov: Semester 7 had started and the timetable was quite unpacked. So i visited dublin, belfast and joined the halloween night in dublin and got to know a lot medic and pharmacy students there. Dublin and belfast are great place wif breathtaking scenery.

I was the Bunny gal in the black!

Dec: Finised my last exam on 7th dec and there was last class during 16th dec. After dat, i started my holiday to munich, germany and salzburg, austria wif my beloved cousin and also went for a brief munich tour wif aiwui, my bestie. Went to london for boxing day and celebrated christmas eve and cny eve in london. The highlighting of the event in london was watching the fireworks which lit up the sky around Big Ben and the London Eye for seven-and-a-half minutes. The fireworks are pretty amazing and there is nothing quite like listening to Big Ben chime midnight on New Year’s.

3rd time experience the snow in europe! 1st time in beijing and 2nd time in japan!

The salzburg scenery wif my lovely cousin,wei xian and the tour guide, joshua!

Lastly, the awesome firework i watched at london eye!I kept "wow wow wow" during the 7 minutes of firework.

Group photo wif my friends!

The new resolution:

1. Pass all the exams and graduates as pharmacist. Never let my parent disappoint.

2. Study hard and stop watching drama or surfing internet which is my biggest distraction for my study

3. Polish my culinary skills and learn to bake new cakes!

4. Make my room neat and tidy all the time

5. Learn from my mistakes and lessons, and also improve myself to be a better person. Learn to forgiv ppl for their mistakes too as there is no love without forgiveness and there is no forgiveness without love.

6. Lastly, make full use of my student visa and travel as much as i can before going back to msia for good. Most probably will stay at europe till end of oct. My next destinations in my mind:

a. Berlin, Prague, Krakow, Budapest, vienna
b. Greece, santorini!

c. Barcelona, madrid at spain, and also portugal!

d. Switzerland, denmark, finland, sweden wif family...

e. Manchester, liverpool, leeds, birmingham, oxford, stonehedge

f. Venice, milan

g. Turkey or egypt

Hope i can cover all these places before going back to msia...=))))

I believe 2010 will be a good good year for me!

Back to blog world

2009-11-07T00:56:00.002Z

It had been a long time since i neglected my blog...Now i am back to my blog world..hehe

Life in uk is pretty good except for the cold and windy weather =.=

But i still fell sick all the time...especially cough + sore throat, they like took forever to recover!Haihz...and i really feel like going back to msia on dec...I am really happy to hear dat my mum letting me go back on dec, but considering the freaking expensive airfare, i think i still hav to stay at uk till next year august/sept...=((((

There are few posts to be posted especially my trip during my semester break wif my family and my friends...I really love backpacking although it was very tiring..I truly hope dat i can leave my every footprints in countries of europe before going back to msia...

And i am really happy to get to stay wif my neighbours and housemates...They teached me a lot thing and never fail to giv me their helping hand...I am really proud to say dat i know how to cook dishes, bake cakes, and do the housechores which i never ever touch at all b4...

U know life is good when knowing a bunch of good friends here especially they appreciate u as well...=)))

And i hope i can finish my 3000+ intro as soon as possible and start my research soon...

P/s: My supervisor, pls contact us soon =(

Holiday!

2009-09-02T01:54:00.002+01:00

After our very-torturing exams, sem 6 had officially ended!

And our holiday has started!

Jus came back from london and the trip was really memorable and unforgettable...and not to forget to thanks our london-tour-guide, hong ping who made our trip so wonderful...

And after 4 days, i am going to paris-italy wif friends and paris, london again wif my family...

I was recently in bad luck and i really need "daun limau"!

Exam again...

2009-08-06T01:38:00.002+01:00

Final exams are jus around the corner...

And it's time for me to...

QUit msn

Quit reading ppl's blogs

Quit Farm ville (a very nice fb game)

And also quit the superb nice tvb movie (about firemen)

Don worry, i will be back after i have finished all the exam...

And i can't wait for the coming september holiday!

^_^

Edinburgh wif my parent =)

2009-07-06T23:49:00.016+01:00

After few hectic weeks, finally i am having my own sweet time to update my blog.

My parent came down to visit me last last weekend on their way to norway for vacation. I had waited for them since saturday, "mana tau" they reached on sat around 3am.=.= Sunday morning, received call from them and went to their hotel for the breakfast...

And i found out dat zelia (one of my batchmate)'s aunt was my uncle's friend. The world is so small!After zelia back from church, my dad and uncle drove us to edinburgh. The plan was so sudden, as my dad wanted to go to edinburg for sight-seeing.

After 30-mins journey, finally we reached Edinburg. Went to the castle, which is very awesome and took a lot pics.

Breakfast in Crown's Plaza!

My mum and me =)

My dad and me ^^

Posing time =)

The cam-whoring session

In front of castle. It was raining when we jus stepped into the castle. I will go to edinburg again definitely for the festival!

My parent

The jumping shoot

Jumping shoot TAKE 2

Group pic

Dinner at "Long fong" Restaurant...

SPecially For dad and mum:

Thanks for everything u did for me, helping me to take my things from Malaysia-London-Glasgow!And also the financial support for my study at this wonderful country. Your visit really made me feel warm and i really can feel ur love, concern and care on me.

Last time, i used to complain about everything at home and envied my friend who can stay outside wif friends. Although i got the freedom, i still miss home always which is my comfort zone.

As mum said, it's time for me to giv up my pamper life at home to experience a bigger world. Staying outside is not as easy as i think, no maid, no mum, no siblings, everything hav to depend on myself. Laundry and cooking are definitely one part of my life now. Something to let u know, i keep my room neat and tidy all the time, and learn cooking myself, doing housework wif my housemates. I really can't believe i am doing all these and i guess i am a big gal now?

Sunday night, 11.30pm after sending me home, i tearing in room and it was really hard for me to see u all leaving me after one day trip. I think u all won't believe dat i teared and finally i took my courage to text u a msg to thank for everything u did.
Despite i always quarrelled wif u, and never express my love to u, i jus wanna to let u know, i really love and care for u all include cheryl, sam, ken deep in my heart.

Take good care and don't worry about me. I will stay strong and go through tis one year.

I miss u all!

2009-06-25T02:03:00.003+01:00

Despite my hectic life at uk, i still miss u all...

Especially...
My kt-holiday wif sapo, Jia min who trying her best to accompany me!
The memorable and unforgettable ipoh trip wif ph7, cindy, shyyi, lilian
Cny outing wif u all every year!
My friends who are scattered all around the world: Khayinn (korea), mingchu ( china), shufen (aus), yijia (aus) and also sarah (nz)...
My family...But they told me that the house became so quiet and peaceful without my noise =(((((But still, i hope u all miss my noise, miss my 38ness when i am not around

U know u guys made my life rocks!

And the last, i miss Lai cici a lot!Lai cici, u r my only and my loved puppy forever!

Greetings from Glasgow, scotland

2009-06-23T23:14:00.009+01:00

Finally i am here!glasgow!

Really can't believe i am staying here and enjoying my life here!!

After the super-long-tiring flight (took me 10++ hours), i reached glasgow on 9th of june and stay one night at the Crown Plaze hotel in glasgow. Thanks to my bestie, jac for booking me a superb nice and comfortable 4-star-hotel which costed me only 25 pounds for two person plus the breakfast!so worth it!

The 1st night in glasgow!i was very excited on the 1st day!

The 1st week was very very hectic to settle down everything. The 1st thing i did after i collected my key was vacuuming and cleaning my room, doing some groceries, cleaning the kitchen wif my housemates. We are sharing a hall wif another four housemates...Our hall is quite big =)

Our uni life started on 2nd week. 9am -5pm almost everyday...AFter the class, i hav to do some laundry...It was quite tiring =( But as my friend said, it's time for me to experience a bigger world and give up my life at kl. This is my 1st time staying outside wif friends and there's a lot thing i need to learn. I hope i can handle it well...=) Mum, pls hav some faith on me...Hehe

At town =)

My lovely housemates...Siti, fatimah, roslan, and maria (me)...This is the nickname they gave me...

ALl the gals =)

THe buchanan galleries!

Posing wif batman's car...super yeng!

My cousin made her promise and visited me during weekend!We had a lot fun hanging out at the town, had spanish meal in spanish restaurant at 50% DISCOUNT, had tong sui in malaysian restaurant!Too bad she had to leave to msia after 2 days...miss u sapo a lot!

Sapo-ness!

I can't wait to c my parents on tis sat!They are coming to visit me during their trip to norway...whee~~~~~

Fireflies and Seafood at Kuala Selangor!

2009-05-25T12:26:00.001+01:00

Time flies very fast. After my visa was approved, there's jus 3 weeks left before i leave msia to uk...

Now, there's only two weeks left...

There's a lot plans in my mind now...But due to the time limit, i can only go for few trips: Redang island, sunway lagoon trip wif my kt gang, Malacca (if possible) for makan and visit my relatives there...

I wanted to go to penang but i am not allowed to do so due to the time limit again. I am a very lousy malaysian coz i went to every state in peninsular include perlis and kedah except penang. I don hav relative at penang la!

I went to Kuala selangor for seafood and fireflies last two days!Seafood and fireflies both were very awesome!My friends, u all should not miss them!It was a last-minute decide, and i was lucky enough to have sim wee who volunteered to become my tour guide and brought us to kuala selangor. We drove to her house at Klang and she ride on our car =) She is very familiar with every road in kuala selangor as her grandmother is staying there...

We went to a restaurant called "Kuala Selangor Restaurant" which is quite isolated. Normally, people who not staying at Kuala selangor, will jus go to the restaurant beside the big road with the normal dishes only. But this "Kuala selangor restaurant" is very special if compared to normal restaurant in Kuala Selangor, is much much better with its reasonable and delicious dishes...It is on stilt by the river and if you go there around 7pm, you can watch the sunset.

Too bad, i din bring along my camera and took some pics of the dishes...=(((((((

If you do not know what to order, they have set meals of about ten dishes for 6 to 10 pax.Crab - Kam Heong, dry curry, sweet and sour, roast etc.Prawn - lai leau, drunken, steam etcFish - steam with ginger, teochew, soya bean paste, sweet and sour etc.Mussels - same as crab.Calamari (sotong) - deep fried

Apart from that, fireflies at Kuala Selangor is one of the major selling point of the state of Selangor. Witness the spectacle of thousands of fireflies lighting up the trees along the river, reminiscent of a twinkling Christmas tree.
After hopping onto the boat, we were told to sit quietly and enjoy the soothing sounds from the jungle. We were somehow fascinated by "strange" animal and insect sounds, so unlike the sounds in the city. I was afraid that there's any crocodile in river and turn over our boat. I kept thinking of the the crocodile movie, Black water which was based on true story! DAMN! Whoever make noise or Flash their camera will get fined rm500! Torches flashes are forbidden too because that would disturb the fireflies.

Ten minutes downriver, fireflies began to appear, twinkling like Christmas lights. From our distance, Up close, the individual flashing of light can be observed, as the male fireflies via each other for the attention of female fireflies.
After half an hour, the boat trip was completed. Last two years, i went to the firefly park too...The fireflies are reducing if compared to previous years...Yesterday, when i flipped through the newspaper, an article caught my attention.

Click this!I am quite disappointed with malaysian who never appreciate this special tourist place! No more fireflies in six months?

So, my friends who are interested to watch fireflies, go b4 they are going to extinct!

Everything in pink, i want

2009-05-17T18:35:00.006+01:00

Welcome to my pink world..^^

Let's me introduce a very special item here.

Pink Sanyo Eneloop Kairo is a portable heater which you can keep in the pocket during chilly winters and also fits in the palm of your hand. It looks more like the Mighty mouse and its base is made of metal, once you turn on the switch the metal gets heated up which keeps you warm. Apart from that, it has the benefit of rechargeable batteries, without the downsides.

A sweet friend of mine, courier a pink one for me...I jumped in joy when receive this cute little pink egg. I love it so much and it will be quite useful for me who can't stand of cold weather at overseas.

2nd, my pink laptop together wif the pink case and pink mouse..I fell in love with her at 1st sight. Three words to describe: Romantic, lovely and beautiful. No wonder my friend, may may called it as her baby. Lolz.

I wish i can get a pink camera...^^

Update

2009-05-15T16:14:00.004+01:00

It had been a hectic week for me and I couldn’t breathe for the entire week.

1. ~~Submitted Uk Visa application on Thursday.~~ Pray hard and hopefully my visa will be approved..

2. ~~Medical Check up (Full Blood Test), Meningitis Vaccine, Chest X Ray.~~ I don need to do hepatitis vaccine. ^^

3. ~~Packing my Luggage.~~ My check list is completed. ^^

4. Buy dried food such as scallop, dry prawn, Ikan bilis…etc. I haven do the grocery shopping and I might ship the dry food if I am not allowed to put in my luggage.

Last Thursday, ai wui, sher rine and I went to wisma MCA for the visa application. Luckily, ai wui knew the direction, if not most probably we would be lost. After the application, we headed to samantha house, had lunch wif samantha and her friends, went for a movie at Mid Valley.

“ANGELS AND DEMONS”. I will not recommend this movie to any of my friend. The story line was super boring and I almost fall asleep in the cinema. For those who are interested to watch tis movie, pls read the book b4 u watch. If not u will end up like me, full of confusion and a lot question marks. If u are lazy to watch it, bring along ur friend who can explain to u, like how sher rine explained to aiwui throughout the movie. Lolz.

9th of June, Less than one month, i will be going to uk. And now i'm free to hang out wif my friends.^^

Check List

2009-05-10T07:04:00.004+01:00

It’s never easy to pack to start a different chapter of life in a foreign place. There always seems to be so many things to bring, coupled with insufficient baggage allowance from the airlines. As student, i'm entitled to a 30kg baggage allowance from MAS. For those who follow MSL agency, they are lucky enough to have baggage allowance up to 46kg.

1. Laptop and camera. My mum jus bought a new laptop for me. However, I still haven start using my laptop, as i am to used to my desktop computer.

2. Luggage and backpack. Big luggage which can fit in 30kg, and backpack for travelling use.

3. Foot wear like Leather shoes for lab session, and sport shoes.

4. Spare spectacles or contact lenses, Contact Lens Solution. In the UK, these cost a bomb and a half. So i decided to bring a spare pair from here.

5. Paper and stationery - Odd choice of things to bring but yes, to start with, bring some testpads and pens, pencils, stapler, hole puncher, file etc. According to my senior, the prices, even at the Student Union shop will shock me.

6. Clothes such as Winter clothes, scarf, socks. I bring very little of them due to the luggage limit. Most probably will use the shipping service as food and medicine are not allowed in shipping.

7. Skin care, Toiletries such as tooth paste, tooth brush, sanitary pad, lotion, shampoo. My advice from sernior, anything you see overseas will tempt you anyway so save your money and bring the minimum from here. The choices overseas are mind-boggling.

8. Miscellaneous such as Pen drives, Alarm clock, Hair dryer.

9. Medication.

I can't think what else should i bring and i think it will be exceed 30 kg. Help! Any suggestion?Pls leave ur comment...

Packing is driving me crazy and i'm really tired of them >.<

Relieved!

2009-04-28T09:37:00.003+01:00

After my hardship for almost four weeks since EOS, i am relieved now!

Today, my efforts are rewarded...i'm so happy and i'm like a bird release from cage...

After this
There are a lot things to be done:
1) Visa
2) Getting a laptop, camera
3) Doing some shopping, groceries
4) Meeting my friends

I jus want to pamper myself after all this!

Friend from taiwan

2009-04-01T19:48:00.003+01:00

My friend, ray ray from taiwan is coming to kl tomorrow...

Welcome to msia, ray ray!

Clinical hospital attachment

2009-04-01T19:26:00.000+01:00

Before our EOS, i went to the hospital klang to clerk case wif my partner.

My clinical case is about a patient who has the main problem, congestive cardiac failure, and other problems such as pneumonia, hypertension and diabetes mellitus...I really sympathized with her, as she is quite old but was diagnosed wif so many diseases. She looked very pale and weak laying on the bed.

We went through a lot troubles during clerking case, eg the hand-writing of the doctor which i couldn't read at all. Luckily the pretty young doctor (graduated from imu) and nurses helped us to complete our task.

Overall, hospital attachment was quite fun, and i gained a lot information which i would not be able to learn in the books.

I really appreciate my senior's help in completing my slide. My partner and i was squeezing brain so hard as we didn't know much about the pharmacare issues. Suddenly, i thinked about my senior, su keat who had graduated and worked as pharmacist in hospital. I called him and he explained to me a lot things which i didn't understand. I really appreciated his help in completing my slides.

After the EOS, i did the clinical case presentation today...I was quite nervous as i'm the first one who present. My partner and i were very nervous about the Q&A part. We were able to answer most of the questions except the question about antibiotic. After my presentation, i listened to other presentations. Some of their presentations were so interesting and they could really come out a lot pharmcare issues.

The presentation was a good experience to train me giving speech in front of so many ppl. I should start to brush up my english too =.=

Appreciate

2009-03-29T20:20:00.002+01:00

Once, i really think it's going to be a "grey world" for me...a world which is not colorful and alive anymore...

BECAUSE of u all, i will be tougher and won't giv up easily...

During my hard time, i can feel the love and concern from my friends...

I really appreciate u guys a lot!Sms, call, msn, blog comments to comfort me...

Sms from overseas, calls from overseas, u guys really made me felt touched...

And also U who always hold my hands, never fail to encourage me, wipe my tears away and made me feel i'm not alone...I really appreciate when u stayed awake and called me every hour to make sure i was not falling sleep to study during midnight ...

Thanks a lot!I love u all!

I miss u ...

2009-03-08T18:49:00.001Z

I received a call from her, the familiar and sweet voice.

We have not talked to each other for quite long as we are busy wif our things respectively. Despite all this, she would giv me a surprise by calling me from uk once in a while. I really enjoyed talking to her, updating her wif my life, sharing my stories wif her, gossiping wif her and vice versa. I recalled back the moment, we talking phone almost every midnight and sometimes we laughed non-stop softly when everyone was sleeping. I really miss the moment badly =.=

Jus now, she told me, she found out dat we seldom took pic together, i mean pic of two of us. After talking to her, i browsed my pc, and looked at my old pics. We really SELDOM took photo together though we r so close to each other. We din take photo sticker b4 too...=.=

In a blink of eyes, she left to uk almost 9 months. At 1st, i was quite not used to the absence of her in my life as we used to do a lot things together: sing k, shopping, one-day trip together. I really can't wait to meet up wif her after 3 months, coz i hav a lot things wanna tell her, a lot things wanna do together wif her, and i will make sure we take a lot pics tis time.

She's my true friend who is always there for me unconditionally. Never does she question but always offer support no matter what circumstances are. She had witnessed everything of me, include the saddest moment and pulled me out from the shittest moment. She's a good listener and good comforter.

Although she's far away from me, i can feel her existence in my heart, and i know the same thing goes to her. These are the pics i found.

Jamie, me and Jacqueline wong. Jamie, my soulmate =)

Two Js, my bestie forever!

In my room =)

P/s: Miss J, thanks for calling me =)

Mr.H

2009-03-04T12:49:00.000Z

Upon someone's request, finally i am writing tis blog about Mr.H. (suppose to write long time ago).

Mr. H, used to be a famous guy in my secondary school. I knew him through my pet sister when i was in form 1. Although i knew the existence of this guy and gals in my secondary school always discussed about him, i didn't talk to him before or paid attention on tis guy until i entered taylors college. My parents had registered SAM programme for me. SAM programme was a very new and fresh programme for me and I contacted him to know more about SAM. He had helped me a lot in my SAM pre-u programme especially in studies and assignments. After SAM, i went to same uni wif him coincidentally but we were in different course.

Slowly, i found out that Mr.H was a friendly and helpful friend. It was not too late to know him better. He was quite hardworking as i met him in library quite oftenly. Besides being a "nerd" in imu, he participated in many activities such as basketball team in imu. And besides being "Dota Freak", he managed his studies very well. This was the most impressing part. That's y never judge a book by its cover. LOLZ.

The words which can describe about him: Tall, fit, Macho?( I doubt it), good looking (let u all judge) and humorous. Although he's 24, he still likes to act cute and likes to tell me lame jokes.
He's a quite confident guy, and i always fail to defeat his confidence.

Btw, this guy really has a good complexion and his skin is shinny and smooth. No one can conceal their envies at his skin. Hey Mr.H, can't u be a real guy wif some weaknesses on ur face?

So Mr.H is going to be Dr.Su soon. Congratulations!I am happy for u as i can get free consultation from u...XD

Me.myself

2009-03-02T20:04:00.000Z

I changed a lot.

I become more stubborn. No one can persuade me or change my mind if i hav made decision in my heart.

I'm not longer bad-tempered. I can bear something unless it's over my limit.

I changed a lot of my perception, i'm ready to accept new things.

I start to think of my future, and have my aim and direction.

I am still the same.

I cherish my friendship and family. I try my best to treat them well.

I am still a straight forward person. Sometimes, i hurt ppl without realizing.

I indulge in reminiscence. I will hardly forget something or someone which used to be important and unforgettable in my life. I miss a lot things: i miss my japan host families, i miss my maid who had been staying wif me for 4 years, i miss my secondary school life, i miss U who treated me well and used to be there for me but i never appreciate.

I am emotional when comes to certain things. Ppl think i'm happy-go-lucky but actually i will think negatively sometimes.

I am easily lose my head and do things without thinking the consequences.

*I still hope i am being myself, real-jane but not a puppet being manipulated by others or living for others.

Mixed feeling

2009-03-02T19:36:00.000Z

U know...i really started to miss those old days at IMU...

There was once i hate going to uni coz...

~My house is too far from uni, and i hav to take almost 45 minutes to reach uni
~The food in uni canteen is really terrible
~I hate walking up the escalator before the escalator can move
~I always doze off during lecturer
~There's a lot restrictions on our attire

But after i left uni, i started to miss uni's everything...

And, I realized this phrase, 人在失去了之后，才会学习珍惜。I hope i won't lost any memory in uni, and everything in uni.

According to my seniors, study life is really great compared to working life. So i must appreciate my remaining study life before i enter the working life.

Time really passes very fast, and here we ended our sem 5 lecturers while the exam is jus around the corner. Initially i'm looking forward to uk life, but now i'm really reluctant to leave msia, leave my friends and my family. I will miss u all badly i guess.

I went out wif my hometown friend jus now for a movie and yam char. Although we jus spent few hours, i really enjoyed her company and talking to her. I felt ease and comfortable. Although both of us are busy wif our uni life respectively, she never fail to keep in touch wif me. Friendship, always light up my life.

Broga, Semenyih Trip

2009-03-02T05:00:00.000Z

Semenyih one day trip was really fun and great. My friend from Nottingham University had recommended me a very special and great place, which is famous of its delicious and resonable tilapia fish dishes. The restaurant is situated in Broga village, which is about 8km from Semenyih Town and it is located in a valley surrounded by a range of hills on the left and right.

From kl, we headed to semenyih and it took us around 45 minutes. We followed the direction given by my friend, and finally reached the destination after we had "sesat jalan" for almost 15 minutes.

Me & my great company

The road to the restaurant is really very narrow and small. It can only fit one car and if the car is coming on the opposite direction, we hav to drive aside and let the car pass by first. The restaurant is located inside the forest.

Finally we reached the destination.

This is the sign board.

There is a lake beside the restaurant and mountains behind the restaurant. The environment is really very beautiful. The special cuisine for this restaurant is the grilled Tilapia(非洲鱼). The tilapia fishes are reared inside the lake and served as delicious dishes. That's y they are very fresh. According to my company, normally freshwater fish (淡水鱼) like Tilapia has a strong natural smell (泥土味）that lessen most people's interest towards cuisine served with this kind of fish. However, before the tilapia is being grilled, the tilapia fishes from fresh water are transferred to the normal clean water and located in the normal clean water for 3 days to clear the natural smell.

The worker is grilling the fishes.

Although the restaurant is quite isolated, at the moment we arrived, the restaurant was fulled of people and almost every table was occupied. We waited for half an hour and finally the dishes were ready.

The grilled vegetables. It was really very delicious although it was jus a simple cuisine.

The most highlighted dishes were the 招牌fish and Tom yam fish. I was really amazed with the freshness and natural sweetness of the fish. Thumbs up ~~~ With the outstanding scenery, i really enjoyed myself a lot. I will strongly recommend to my friend to try this. You'll never hav regret.

Another attraction of broga is the Rock Temple. According of my friend, this place is famous for filming too as this temple is quite special. Some locals know it as the Punters’ Temple. According to hearsay, it was a small shack until visitors started to win lotteries after prayers. These lucky gamblers repaid with hefty donations.

The Rock Temple is also surrounded by many statues and a beautiful garden at the top.

Behind the temple, you can a good view of the valley with the sun setting on the west and sometimes the whole valley is lighted up with some areas cast in shadow. It is a awesome view and sometimes breezy. Some of them climbed up the hill behind the temple to have a whole of Broga in a panoramic 3D view.

I wan to get rid of the cough

2009-02-20T11:39:00.001Z

Last two days, i started to cough non-stop, and went for doctor. She gave me a quite strong cough syrup and some tablets. But, my cough seemed like never relieve and was getting worse.

The irritation of cough, made me can't study well, sleep well. Class test is coming soon but i am still sick, everytime after took the syrup, i can sleep for more than 2 hours during afternoon. =.=

Tat's y i hate being sick.

I went to klia for 3 times per week, mainly to send my friends off in the airport. The feeling of going to klia was never be good, as my friends were going back to overseas for their studies.

Recently, a lot things happened unexpectedly and i was handling quite bad. I really feel bad, feel sorry to my friends and hope everything will be fine.

Good luck for all my coursemates and hope i won't screw up my exam...

EOS soon =.=

2009-02-16T00:20:00.000Z

Yesterday, was very stressed...looking at the time table, i realized there're two more weeks left in imu, my uni.

I hav mixed feelings which are quite contraindicated. I'm looking forward to uk yet i started to miss imu.

I jus hope can pass the exam, and prepared everything to uk.

=.=

No more blogging but studying...

Cny hopping

2009-02-12T14:49:00.000Z

Cny house hopping was really fun. Our trip: Mel's house - yueh chien's house - teck ming's house - my house - tong's house - tan tan's house - fan & han's house if not mistaken. I had a lot fun hanging out wif them although most of time i "kena" bomb. Lolz. Let's the picture describe everything.

Group photo at yueh chien's house. 5 boys + 4 gals.

Group photo at han + fan's house.

Outdoor pic at the park =)

Playground photo

My personal pic wif the yam cake. Seriously the yam cake is really tasty. I love it so much.

The naughty guy punished by me. XD

Gambling at my house. =)

Kam tong. My ji mui since "SAM" at taylors. He's a very fun and good buddy. My sing-k kaki, i always duet wif him. He's good in baking cakes and cooking.

Yueh chien. I know her through jamie they all. She's a very independent gal and 很有性格。We worked for part time job together b4. She always zak me till i'm totally speechless, but it's fun hanging out wif her. XD

Mel mel. The 1st impression she gave me was cute. Very friendly friend and very nice to get along wif her. Met her almost once a year, really hope can hang out wif her more oftenly.

Tan tan. 100% "banana", who donno mandarin at all. The impression she gave me was innocent and blur. A very cute friend too =)

Soo han, my friend since taylors. During my pre-u, we used to take lunch together wif a bunch of friends. He's a very talkative and humour friend, who can make u laugh whole day. He's a very good guy but too bad is taken already. His gf is friendly and funny too =)

Soo fan, soo han's twins brother. He has a pair of eyes which can attract a lot gals. He will fly up to the sky when ppl praise him handsome, it's proved when my mum praised him. His look might be look like a bit play play and not serious, but i think he's still a good guy. =)

Lastly Tan jian hwa. Man u loyal supporter, the man u shirt is the best prove. Know him for very long and we used to hang out together last time. He's going to perth soon and i hope all the best for him.

To be continued...

Steamboat party

2009-02-12T06:49:00.000Z

Last friday, i was having steamboat + cny party at my house. There were 4 steamboat pots, one of them was for my family.

The food prepared by my mum was really nice as most of them are my favourites!yummy yummy!The soups prepared by mum were so delicious until some of them couldn't leave the table and continued for many rounds. I hope i can inherite some of genes from my mum such as cooking skill. I'll learn b4 i leave to uk.

Group photos. The 20++ of us

The tom yam soup. Very nice, a lot ppl liked it so much included me!The chicken soup was nice too. Too bad, i didn't hav much appetite tat day. Jus had some sip only.

The gals =)

Thanks for them who helping me a lot during the steamboat ^^

Aiwui and me =)

After the steamboat, we were splitted into groups. Some went for karaoke-ing while some went for snooker-ing. This pic is really nice!

The others included me, went for jiramee-ing. This is not a mahjong, but a special game which is quite interesting for me. We had a great and fun game playing tis.

Mahjong-kakis. The gal at right hand side is called as "queen of mahjong". I hope i could learn some from her since i'm so noob in mahjong.

The others went for wii-ing upstair. They were so hyper-active and we could really hear their shout when we were playing downstair.

Photos b4 they leave

Seriously, it was a great and awesome night. I did enjoyed myself and i think it went the same to others. I'm sad coz our final exam is coming soon and it indicated we can't party anymore =.=

Gals' Day

2009-02-11T14:15:00.000Z

Continue wif my cny post, we had a special day called 'gals' day" for six of us from imu to cheras, from cheras to kepong and finally from kepong to tropicana.

After our class, we took lunch at somewhere around cheras. The famous "Lam Mee" in Cheras was really very delicious. We headed to ashlee's house. I was so surprised to c her doggy called "Elmo". He was so smart and could do a lot things such rolling on the floor. We took a lot photos at her house and invaded her room. Hehehe

Ashlee the pretty and me

The gals

Ashlee's room

The next stop, aiwui's house. The journey from cheras to kepong was damn damn far. At times, i was unable to follow their car, and ashlee too. Luckily i still could roughly remember the directions to her house.

The picture wif aiwui

Aiwui's room. The background is very very nice and special. According to aiwui, she loved the fairytale cartoons a lot when she was child. So, her parent purposely asked ppl to paint her room like a fairytale world. After so many years, the paint is still so clearly to be seen.

Final stop, yean leeng house. We started to play mahjong and jirami. Both games, i totally don't know how to play. After yean leeng's mum teached us, we slowly learned how to play. I found out dat jirami is quite interesting, every move also need to think. Who says mahjong and jirami are bad?According to doctors, old ppl are encouraged to play these games to prevent alzheimer's disease.

My cny at hometown - Kuala Terengganu

2009-02-08T19:11:00.000Z

From the 1st day of cny till the 15th of cny, i really enjoyed myself very much...Let's the pics describe everything...

The reunion dinner...i love abalone and shark fin so so so much...and not to forget the delicious dishes...

I curled my hair on the 1st day of cny...at 1st, i was a bit scared of the result. At the end, i was quite happy and satisfied wif my curled hair as my curled hair really quite suited my pinkcheongsam...Perhaps i really need a change for my hair...i wanna try something before i leave to uk...

Self-camwhoring

My family potrait...Notice my puppy?her name is LAi cici...

My cousin sister =)

The cousin sisters =)

All the cousins

Of course i couldn't miss out my "bai nian trip" wif my ji muis. We laughed and talked throughout our trip in everyone's house and even our friend's younger bro joined us, he told us that our batch is more happening than his batch.

Four of us - jia min, cindy, aiting and me

The gals

I went to chiew may's open house. It had been a long time since we last met. It was really great seeing her and 38-ing wif her and her gangs. They were really fun and we kept laughing during the gambling. I really hope we can hang out more but time didn't allow me.

Sue mei - the gorgeous... i loved her dress so much...

Chiew May - My shopping kaki

The gambling session

My cousin's best friends. Too bad she's at uk now and couldn't join us. How i wish she's here wif us.

In CNY Mood

2009-02-03T19:09:00.000Z

Uni started d...i guess everyone is still in cny mood...Back to hometown before cny eve and had a great reunion dinner wif my relatives!The dishes were so delicious especially the shark fin and abalone...yummy yummy~~~

I enjoyed celebrating cny in my hometown...really fun and great especially meeting my old friends, relatives...It's hard to gather everyone...Cny is the gatherine for us...kt ppl!

I got to spend only 4 days in kt...My dad forced us back to the kl on chu4...My sis and i went back to kl unhappily and unwillingly after fought wif dad...i was sad coz next year i might don hav the chance to celebrate the cny...

Speaking of cny, i enjoyed going my friends' house for bai nian...talked to their parents...talked to my friends, ate a lot hometown food - Nasi dagang, nasi minyak, laksa, keropok lekor, nasi beriyani which are hardly to get in kl...They were very delicious and awesome!I feed myself a lot and ate as much as i can...

Cny is going to end soon and make me realized how fast time passes...I hope i can hold every memories of the cny in my mind forever...

And right now, I'm having insomnia after uni had started...I'm surfing internet in the midnight of 3am while everyone was sleeping include my puppy cici...She slept so soundly...I'm the weird one who can't sleep yet...

I don't know what's going wrong wif me but i'm pretty sure there's something i need to figure out and solve it...I hav a lot things in my heart to speak out, but i found nowhere to express...Listening my loved songs, i'm now getting better and more comfortable. I'm going to sleep soon, tomorrow going for bai nian wif my unimates...yeah!

Happy chinese New Year to all my friends!Enjoy cny as much as u can!

CNY!I can't wait!

2009-01-18T13:50:00.000Z

I'm tired of memorizing those drugs...Although it's jus 20 pages, i still can't memorize well after istudied for many times...

After the 1st class test, i am a bit disappointed, a bit sad and blaming myself for the mistake i made. There are two more class tests to go, which are harder than the 1st class test.

Yet, i am still slacking around, watched the beauty pageant competition, played wii wif my younger bro a while, go "kepo" and listened to my mum and aunt talking the politic, about the election in kt, munch some biscuits and finally sit in front of comouter blogging.

CNY is coming soon in less than one week, i think i'm already in the cny mood. While studying, i am thinking of cny, especially the part when i get "ang paos" from my relatives, parents and friend's parents, also not to forget the gamble part wif my friends.

I know it is jus a class test, jus chill la..but i am having the EOS feeling, very scary.

I hope the class tests can be over soon...=(

Dissatisfaction =(

2009-01-09T02:35:00.000Z

Last week my friend show me this and this....Click 1 and Click 2

I browsed through it and was attracted to it...It is a new japanese buffet restaurant which had jus opened during 12th dec...And it is almost alike Jogoya Japanese Buffet Restaurant...

In the websites, there are almost good comments so i decided to go there for a try and bring my "makan kakis"...

1st attempt, we walked in and it was fully booked...We were very dissappointed and made a booking for other day...

Yesterday i went to Tenji Japanese Buffet Restaurant wif my friends...

At 1st, when i walked in, i was quite impressed with the atmosphere and interior design of the restaurant...We took our sit and started our "explore" of food...

I grabbed some oyster and the oysters were so so so little...After dat, i went to explore other food...Finally i started my lunch...

I was totally disappointed when i tasted the oyster...

OMG....>>>>>>>>> It was very very unfresh and the workers din really clean the oyster ...i saw the dirt on oyster....

Nvm, I tried salmon...seems like very delicious...But when i tasted the salmon, i was like "How come this salmon was so hard?"

And for other food, i'm not going to mention here...Coz most of the food was really terribly bad...The workers there were too little to handle the crowd...Food was unrefillied and left empty in the tray and there was so little choice of food...

Guess what...the only nice food is spagetti...So pathetic right???????

So in a conclusion, The buffet in this restaurant was really very terrible....it was worse than Jogoya 10x...So guys, pls don put high hope on this restaurant...I won't recommend my friend this Tenji Japanese Buffet restaurant...

I would rather choose Jogoya next time...

Welcome 2009 and say goodbye to 2008

2009-01-02T07:45:00.001Z

It is time to say good bye to the old year of 2008, and it is also time to welcome in the new year of 2009! I'm looking forward to a very prosperous 2009. Speaking of starting the year right, i'm one of the many fellows who vow to keep a New Year’s Resolution. Perhaps this is because i believe in changes and new chances as the year draws to a close. A fresh start and a clean slate is what everybody needs. With a New Year Resolution, i hope to have better luck in 2009. Looking back 2008, i realised dat i din really hit my target, wat i had set for the entire 2008. =.=

Okay, I should set my targets before welcoming my lovely 2009...

1. Study and strive hard for my studies, no last minute assignments and studies, less watching movies and surfing internet
2. Brush up my english, read more english newspapers
3. Be more thrifty and save more money, less shopping
4. Change my bad temper, be nice to everyone and be generous and forgivable
5. Learn cooking and do housechores

HAppy new year to everyone!!I can't wait for chinese new year...

I had a great time wif my friends during new year eve...will be updated soon...=)

South Park cute character for convo mag

2008-12-29T06:17:00.000Z

After the tiring trip, i hav to settle quite a lot things...
1st >>> South park character...for our convo magazine

My master piece...Do i look like her??

My sis said this character is not really nice...due to my boreness, i did another one...Tadaaa....

I'm quite satisfied wif it...=)

2nd...3 Assignments, PP and DD

3rd...3 exams...

Life is never be easy and never be relax...Time is never be enough for me >.<

My boy friend =)

Back =)

2008-12-28T12:00:00.000Z

Jus came back from taiwan and only one word can describe taiwan >>>>>"Jeng" (Nice)!

Throughout the trip, we really enjoyed it to the max...Taiwan is very cheap and nice for shopping, and the scenery and historical places are awesome^^

7-days-trip was so so tiring and i got serious black circle now...I am missing taiwan now especially the food...Oishii neh!

After back from taiwan, i'm seriously dead coz i havent start study yet and exam is jus around the corner. There are 3 subjects and 3 assignments...Die!I'm going to countdown wif my friends and they are staying at my house...I'm going to burn midnight oil after this...

And HAppy birthday to my bestie!!!! Jamie (25/12) and Khay inn (28/12)

I'm sorry dat i can't wish u on time >.<

"I wish you all much pleasure and joy and all of your wishes come true. May each hour and minute be filled with delight, And your birthday be perfect for you two ^^. Happy birthday to Jamie and Khay Inn from the bottom of my heart and may your good times multiply,till they’re flying off the chart!From love, jane "

Compromise

2008-12-19T16:32:00.000Z

I encountered "compromise" this few days.

Basically, compromise is a basic negotiation process in which both parties give up something that they want in order to get something else they want more. Compromises usually occur in win-lose situation -- when there is a fixed pie to be divided up, and whatever one side gets, the other side loses. In compromise situations, neither side gets all of what they really want, but they each make concessions in order to reach an agreement that is acceptable to both.

I realise, it's hard to achieve compromise and satisfy everyone's requirement.

And i choose to compromise in a case, and choose not to compromise in another case. I thinked twice before taking the action, of course i think of the consequences.

For the 1st case, it's really worthwhile and i'm glad dat i'm doing the right thing. Thanks for my friends remind me when we "studying" at library. While for the 2nd case, i stand firm wif my decision, and my decision was made according to the majority.

Okay, enough for all these. Holidays began, christmas and new year are coming soon. I'll be going to taiwan tomorrow and can't wait to meet my friend there!!!Packing now wif the excited heart=)

Pre-Christmas

2008-12-14T13:27:00.001Z

Hectic week had jus ended n finally i can take a break.

Had been busy wif photoshooting for convo mag, meeting up wif friends from overseas, recycling project and the tutorial for subjects.

Recycling project was quite successful and surprisingly i turned out on that day. Lolz. We all gathered at vista C around 9am and Siva, our leader divided us 6 in group. Maybe it was too early, a lot residents were still sleeping, some of them didn't open door for us but some of them were kind and helped us for our "save the earth" programme. After finished wif our floors, we helped other group wif their old newspapers, used bottle. After that, we headed to vista B. It was quite funny to c an old fan donated by someone. Although we couldn't get more old newspapers, recycled things compared to last year (Heard from my coursemates as i didn't turn out for last year), it was really great seeing all of us helped each other carrying the super heavy old newspapers, lined up to speed up the progress. And of course a great credit went to brendan who had successful organised the recycling project.

And today, i went to one u to meet my ji mui from aus. I was driving alone and went to fetch jia min based on my memory and the directions given by her. She was so shocked when i arrived safely at her apartment. We headed to one u to meet the rest.

I was quite amazed by the christmas decorations at one u. It was very AWESOME and NICE. Compared to the decorations at MV and pavillion, i can say dat one u christmas decoration incomparable. U will understand y i said so.

I took the pic from 2nd floor. Super nice!

The decoration looks like "Alice in the Wonderland"

I donno who is she.

Three of them on the stage

Managed to take photo wif him. He was so cute wif the costume especially the spec.

4 of us. 8linai's member + ph7's member

A clearer photos of us. There're two dentists-to-be in this photos.

It was great to have a small gatherine wif them. I hope 30 & 31st dec's gatherine will turn out successful. Khay inn and sue yen, we're waiting for u.

Gaining Weight

2008-12-09T10:50:00.000Z

Since june, my weight had reduced drastically...

U know how i noticed it??

I can't wear all the pants and they were really very loose thus i need a belt to tight it...it was a hard time for me to go through coz my waist from 26 had reduced to 24. I din bother to buy new pants coz i know this was temporary only.

And It's a fact that gal likes to keep fit and maintain a good body figure...

There was once i done the same thing during my secondary school...I think during my form 3...As a result, no one praised me, everyone said dat i was too thin, my face was very thin, i looked very pale and looked like skeleton.

From tat day onwards, i don dare to keep fit anymore.

But the same thing happened to me since june.

My coursemates noticed the changes in my body weight and told me.

Followed by my mum, she kept mumbled me wif my aunt and uncles, saying i looked "super not nice" wif this body weight.

And then, sarah tan aiting shouted so loud when we went for yam char. "U r so so so thin, bla bla bla ".

While shopping wif gigi from aus, i was super envy her body figure, her body figure was really good enough to fit into all kinds of clothes.
The last one, my cousin sister who married last weekend, kept shaking her head when she saw me after 8 months.

Okay, i know i really looked super not nice after i review back the photos. And now i'm working hard to gain weight.

This was the pic i took in Japan last october. I miss the body weight...

This was a nearer pic...

The pic took during dec

During chen hui convocation...Getting thinner

Pic took in SEptember...This even worse

The latest pic...The worst one...Super skinny...i don like >.<

However, weight gain is something that isn't easy to do. I am an ectomorph by genetics, which is the "skinny body type" and the one with the fast metabolism which makes gaining so hard.

I will try hard and hopefully my gain weight plan will be succeed before cny....

Maid of Honour

2008-12-08T08:36:00.000Z

It was a lovely weekend over cousin's wedding. I was the bridesmaid for the wedding. Everything went so elegantly & wonderful, it was sad to see everything end so quickly.

Before going to muar, i did some research of bridesmaid. I was quite nervous as it was my 1st time.

Here are the duties of a maid of honour, most of which may also be performed by the honour attendant, include:
- Providing emotional support for the bride.
- Coordinating the bridesmaids and fulfill her requests
- Helping the bride’s dress before the ceremony.
- Holding and handling the bride during the ceremony.

I woke up at 6.45am, did my make-up and quickly headed to the brides' room helping her wif her gown, and everything.

The bride wif me =) She's my cousin sister and we always play together since childhood.

My family, my aunty and uncle. (The bride's parent)

My chubby sis and me =)

Helping out wif them ^^

I love her hair accessories

The gals' pic

The morning began with the groom arriving at rented apartment for the traditional Chinese Wedding Tea Ceremony. But not without the games, that's tradition. I wasn't too familiar with this one, but her jimuis handled it quite well. He was sweating after the games and luckily his “heng dais” did help him to handle the jimuis. After the groom entered the brides’ room, it was fun having to get the groom to say "I love you" in 3 different languages and helped the brides to wear the heels.

The groom helped the bride wearing the heels...

So Sweet =)

Our pic wif the sweet couple =)

For the Chinese Traditional Tea ceremony, I didn't take any photos as i was busy writing names on the ang pau given by aunties and uncles. The bride also gave ang pao to all the cousin brothers and cousin sisters ^^

After the ceremony, we headed to the groom's house for second chinese traditional tea ceremony and had breakfast in buffet style at his house.

1.30pm, we headed to muar's restaurant. The bride had two gowns, which she changed in and out of about two times!

Her gown's colour was very sharp =)

My dad and mum =) Wearing couple clothes

My mum and dad sang duet song on the stage.

Three of us =)

The " Yam seng" Session...We shouted so loud...LOlz

Her wedding reminds me that the bond of love is absolutely amazing. I am very happy dat my cousin married a good and right man.

Wish her "Blissful and happy 4ver".

My 21st birthday party

2008-12-04T06:26:00.000Z

The key-shaped cake...i love it so much!

I am finally and officially legal !!♥♥♥
My birthday is a time for reflection about life. I love life, and the little things continue to make me smile. My birthday celebration was definitely the finest of all the other years. I was fulfilled and 22nd november 2008 was flawless..

I had so so much fun on my B.i.r.t.h.d.a.y♠. Seriously I did n can still feel the joy that that day itself brings. Was extremely happy n fulfilled and I am in fact really exhausted right now. I need some rejuvenation tho.

Big thank you to:
My Childhood / hometown friends
Uni friends
College friends
Lost and found friends
for the wishes, the gifts, the surprises, the sms-es, the emails, the love, the joy

And also ~~~

My mum – Cleaned my house before my birthday party
Aiwui – Accompanied me to choose my dress, gave me a lot ideas of birthday party, and finally accompanied me for my hair setting and make up.
The guys (mafia, Chun wai, siva,wei luen, Andrew and chun kang) – Decorating my house wif the balloons and making my house so nice!
Doreen – Arranging the transport for the others.

The guys who contributed a lot in decorating my house wif the colourful balloons

Last Saturday, i had a birthday party at my house.
After the birthday party, i jus realized dat organizing a birthday party was quite hard and not as easy as i thought. Thanks god the stress-filled week turned into loads of fun for everyone, especially the guest of honor. A million thanks to all my friends, my dearest mum who helped me all the way to make my birthday party success.

My beloved family^^....My sis and my dad were outstationed...=(

My hometown friends since standard 1 + MMu friends...Most of them are from MMU university

The 1st Girl group pic

Second girl group pic

Third Girl Group Pic

The big group pic

My taylors' mates and yueh chien =)

The CHS -ians (Catholic High School)

My Cny-kakis...i love celebrating cny wif them...=)

My Paintball mates =) I missed the paintball game so much >.<

Dude and me =)

My cici's future husband's owner...lolz

The pretty gals =)

Cute Cindy and tall shyyi =)

Ph7 members...My bestie for my life =)

These are the entertainments during my birthday party...i'm sorry if i didn't serve u all well...but i hope u guys having a great time ^^

My favourite activity - Gambling...but i didn't hav time to gamble wif them

Sing-k session at my living room...forgot to capture the two sing k queens' pic...^^

Snooker-ing at the top floor of my house...the guy's favourite

Carrom-ing

My friends, Thanks for making my birthday party the memorable and unforgettable one...It was the best birthday party in my life!

Finally ~~~

2008-11-17T10:19:00.000Z

Whee~~I passed my driving test...^^

Had been waited for my turn since 8.30am...Road test started 1st, following by "bukit" test, parking and 3 point turns.

For Road test, i bribed the examiner coz my friend told me "even how good u perfomed in the test, the examiner will fail u also...."

During the road test, the examiner asked me to drive fast and asked me to "potong here and there". I was too nervous and nearly "mati enjin" for few times. Luckily the progress was smooth and i get 18/20 coz of bribing. (so fake right?)

Next, waited for the following test...Sat until my butt so pain and talked to an indian gal to kill my boreness...While waiting for my turn, i saw most of them failed "bukit" test, some of them were not giving another chance and failed straight away. Looking at them, i was sweating for myself and them. I know i'm not good in the slope part. I kept thinking "How if i exceed the line?How if My car "tergelongsor" down the slope?."

It was my turn for the test and luckily i got a new kancil. Before the test started, i reminded myself not to panic: Release the clutch slowly, don speed and stop before the tiang. And i succeeded. I nearly shouted but i kept silent coz there were a lot ppl looking at me.

The parking test and 3 point turns were completed too. Jumped in the joy and told my driving uncle dat i passed. I passed without bribing for these tests!Yeah!

One of the reason i hate driving lessons is that uncle kept scolding me when i did some mistakes, and sometimes felt like giving up but now i'm glad dat all these were over.

I told the uncle who taught me : "Yes, i won't be able to see u any more. Hahahaha"

He a bit "zha dao" but kept laughing.

Here's his picture.
He's a 50++ years old man wif a very very big spare tyre.
He ate every two hours and always left me and asked me to practise alone. Tat's y i gave him a nickname "lazy pig".
He super "sayang" his car and don let me to speed his car or spoil his car.

Flu + Fever + Dry cough

2008-11-11T08:57:00.000Z

Today, it had been a bad day for me. Woke up at 7am again for car driving, came back around 9.30am, i jumped onto my bed and continued my sleep. After 2 hours, i regained my consciouness when my phone rang.

Past few weeks, i didn't hav enough sleep and good sleep. The mind works in annoying ways. I want to sleep, i need to sleep and i have to sleep. Instead, i was tossing and turning on the bed. Perhaps, anytime i'm stressed or anxious, i'll become obsessed with what i don't want to think about.

Tat's y ended up i'm sick. I wanna get well soon, i'm going to genting tomorrow. This is my final trip. Sem 5 will be started soon. Herm, tat means my life will be fulled of books, library, assignments and exams. This sem is very important as it decides whether i can go to uk or not. My basic since sem 1 is not really good and i hav to study a lot than others in order to understand some chapters. (Luckily there's a lot smart coursemates help me everytime i encouter this problem).

Okay, i hope my prayers will be work tomorrow. Hopefully will be a blessed day for them. Hope their hard work and effort are rewarded. ^^

Pray hard for u!!!All the best to u!!!

2008-11-08T07:55:00.001Z

The result had released and i passed. But deep in my heart, i'm not really happy and not really enjoying the remaining holiday.

I'm jus abit lucky than my other batchmates. And for some of my batchmates who failed the exam, they had studied so hard and they are much better than me a lot in terms of knowledge and understanding, jus that they lack a bit of luck.

We had gone through sem 1, sem 2 and sem 3 together...and indirectly we had built up a relationship which is beyong description. Although some of them are not really close to me, I really hope all of them can pass the resit exam !!!And the numbers of p107 will remain till all of us head to uk.

Wat i can do is praying hard for u all!!!All the best....May luck beside u all

Birthday party =)

2008-11-06T10:14:00.000Z

Will be having my birthday party on 22th november, saturday, 6.30pm...

My friends, pls check ur email and reply me as soon as possible =) Thanks a lot=)

Driving Lesson...

2008-11-05T17:30:00.000Z

Woke up at 7am and learnt driving in sleeping mood.

Okay, i know i'm too late to learn driving...=.=

Finally i'm free to learn driving, and this sem i didn't take any part time job (tat's y a bit broke now) due to the laziness, and i feel like having my own sweet time at home after all the stressful exams. My mum, everyday keeps mumbling and rushing me to learn driving.

I know, learning to drive is one of the most pivotal moments in most people's lives. The freedom of being able to go wherever i want, whenever i want is something that i can't really comprehend until i can do it. Also, i know the irritation of having to rely on public transport and lifts from my friends and family.

Tat's y i start to learn car...The uncle laughed at me, saying that i'm too old to learn car. Hey, i'm jus 21st years old, erm not yet 21st, but soon will be, still young la. Lolz.

Learning to drive a manual transmission just takes some patience and practice. A quick-tempered person like me, always release the clutch immediately, and causing"mati enjin" most of the time. The uncle was a bit unhappy as i'was going to spoilt his car. Perhaps i need a manual car to practise at home when i'm free. So, Who is willing to borrow me a manual car and guide me when driving?

Hope i can pass the driving test, especially the "bukit" part. The road part i'm not worried coz i'm going to bribe the examiner. lolz.

HAppy^^

2008-11-05T14:38:00.000Z

Today went to uni wif my friends...waited since 3.45pm...All of us were very very nervous. We comforted each other, while waiting and really very very nervous.

4pm, Sarina walked slowly towards us, and my heart was beating very very fast. I can't imagine if i fail. I will surely cry non-stop.

And finally i teared off the result slip

And it was written

"Please be informed that you have passed the End of Semester 4 Examination."

I jumped in the joy and hugged my friends in tears. I called my mum but she was taking nap.

For past few days, i was having insomnia and studied subject which i think will fail.

I'm glad all these were over....=)

One more sem to go before i leave to uk!

Jamie and jac, wait for me =)

A little of my thinking...

2008-11-04T12:14:00.000Z

Today, due to the boreness, i suddenly think of the past...think of going back to my secondary school life...i really miss the past life so much...the past life which don hav any burdens

Time really passed very fast...is under our control...and all these pop out in my mind

你相信有缘无份吗？

你是否曾经错过一些东西?

在现实中，我曾经经历过，也尝试过遗憾的感觉。

当缘分走进尽头时，在你没有办法选择状况，而是状况选择你，你只能埋怨自己，叹气当初的不理智想法而错过这么美好的事物. 那美好永远得不到的，却永远埋藏在你心灵深处里。

I don like regretment, so i always remind myself: Every step is very important, must be taken wisely and caredully...

I wish i can be a wise and calm lady...not so quick- tempered...maybe after 5 years...lolz...

Hav go to the bed d...hopefully tomorrow won't be my bad day ^^

Worried...

2008-11-03T10:52:00.000Z

Result will be released soon, on 5th nov...Hopefully results won't be postponed like last time...

I already be prepared for the negative side...Hope the result will be out on time...and if i fail, at least i hav time to prepare for resit...

Good luck for all my coursemates...Hopefully we can pass it...

Kota Kinabalu trip 5days 4 nights

2008-10-28T14:05:00.000Z

Day 1:

Before boarding, we took pic!!We took air asia (Everyone can fly now). Although the seat was not very comfortable, it was really worthwhile as we bought the airfare wif only rm150 for two- ways-trip since march. So cheap right!!

After the dinner, we were lucky enough to watch this kadazan show. I wanna to take pic wif this fatty but he was too busy. We took a group pic wif them. I love the gals' custumes. So pretty!

We took a walk along the seaside. There were a lot pubs and restaurants beside the seaside. The atmosphere was really romantic. I suggested to pose like this wif jacqueline,pretty gal. I love this pic so much.

Yean leeng and king cheong came and joined us. We played card games together. It was very very fun and everyone was kept laughing throughout the games. Wen chin's response and her blur facial expression made me keep laughing. Everyone was very cute and kept competing to call each other's nicknames. I was punished to sing state song (Terengganu song). Lolz =)

Day 2:

Cannopy Walk. It was 600m height. I walked in front and really enjoyed the cannopy walk. The bridges are very very special. =)

Hot spring of KK. A bit cacat and we only dared to immerse our legs inside the water, a lot kids were bathing there.

Day 3:

Here we started our journey, Timpohon Gate. For ur info, Mount Kinabalu is one of the highest mountains of Southeast Asia at 4,095 metres. The 754 square km Kinabalu Park situated in Sabah is the Malaysia’s first “World Heritage” designated by UNESCO in December 2000 for its role as one of the world’s most important biological sites. The park is home to an incredibly diverse range of flora and fauna including the Rafflesia, the world's largest flower. Too bad, we did not see any rafflesia. =(

To the local people, the mountain is sacred. In out talk this 'spirit' was likened to 'Casper the friendly ghost'...

There were two routes: Timpohon Trail (We took) and Mesilau Trail. Mesilau Trail is an alternative route for those who were up for more of a challenge. It is significantly steeper & tougher though, and takes an average of 3 hours longer than normal route.

The Mount Kinabalu International Climbathon is used to determine the world champion of 'skyrunning', (racing at high altitude). Competitors run from the park gates to the summit, and then straight back down! Guess what!The current record time is 2 hours and 37 minutes!! So Unbelievable!

During the climb, we were passed many times by porters carrying silly weights on their backs, just strapped on across their foreheads and backs. Many of the porters were women, carrying almost their own body weight in goods! I really salute them!

Hundreds of pitcher plants line the trail. The journey to the Laban Rata (the cabin on the halfway of the mountain) was really very very hard for me as i had no stamina at all. The journey took 6 hours and all of us were seriously exhausted when we reached the cabin. After the dinner, we headed to our room. The condition of the room was terribly bad and we shared toilets wif others. The toilets were even worst, super dirty and my room was opposite to the toilet, the smell was very unbearable, i had to shut the door tightly all the time.

Day 4:

We woke up at 2am and fully dressed into the complete equipment: Thick jacket, glove, head torchlight. at 2.30am, We started our journey. Throughout the journey, i nearly gave up especially reached the part where we need to hold the rope and climbed up the steep slope. For those who know me well, I scared of the height very very badly. For once, i still can recall vividly when i climbed up the wall of china, i nearly cried and don dare to climb up even one step. Surprisingly, i overcame my fear of the height and climbed slowly to the peak. It was super super windy, cold and i felt like i was frozen.

From far, i saw the peak. At that moment, my legs were in pain and i breathed very very hard. I kept forcing myself to move on until i reached the peak. I cried and it was very embarrassing. I cried because i never tot i can reached the peak. And i DID it unexpectedly although i'm the last one who reached the peak. A million thanks to those who motivate me, especially him, who encouraged me and asked me not to gave up.

I learned an important lesson, motivation is far more important than stamina.

And i realized: Most of my gal coursemates are very very strong and they really did a great job. Congratulations to all of us! We conquer KK mountain!!

My mum quite surprised when i told her dat i reached the peak.

Before i left to kk, She kept asking me "u sure u can climb up o not", "Ur uncle said need to train well, but u so weak and never exercise b4".

My cousin lagi cute, "U sure u climbed up ar" She kept nudging me in the msn.

Day 5:

The big Lobster.

Four flowers

Before they left

Time passed in a blink of eye. Our trip had ended. What the tour guide said is really true. When i climbed down from KK, i swear i won't go to kk mountain again. But now i started missing the time when climbing, and i regretted dat i did not take enough pic of the breathtaking scenery.

I will definitely go to sabah again for the water rafting and sipadan island!!Sabah, wait for me!

It was incredible experience...^^

Finally done~~!!!

2008-10-17T05:11:00.001+01:00

This is my puppy who accompanied me throughout my stressful exam.

Finally done....Yes!...i can watch a lot movies from today onwards. =P

And take enough sleep!!! During the last day of exam, my friends told me dat "i look very 'pale''. Everyday i took only 3-hours-sleep. Since study break started, i stay at home everyday and din even go out and take a breath except library. Yet, i din manage to do well in the exams especially the super duper difficult paper, biopharm. Sometimes i really feel dat i'm quite dumb as in study so much, but at the end get nothing. Tat's y i really envy smart ppl. And During study break, i really appreciate my friends' helps, who teach me when i'm confusing, using a very creative way to help me memorize and understand.

Now i can do everything i wan!

Going to KK soon...and going to climb mountain. A bit regret as i know i don hav the stamina to climb and also i really very keen on the water rafting. Seems like very exciting and nice! Too bad i can only choose one of them: Either KK mountain or Water rafting. As i already paid for the deposit rm188, i can only giv up my loved one, proceed to KK mountain. (Sim wee, wen chin and dorynn, cynthia, hope u all having fun during the water rafting!!!)

The most important part is: I really scare dat i'll "pengsan" or getting "asthma" and "heart attack" during my half way to the peak of KK mountain.

Two days more. I don hav enough time to build up my stamina la. Lolz.

Celebrated yean leeng, mafia and choon hao birthdays after our exam. Choon hao's birthday on 13th, Mafia 14th while yean leeng 15th.

Three of them.

Ken, wat r u doing behind them? lolz

Study break

2008-09-28T17:42:00.001+01:00

I'm damn stress. I hate DD, i hate HP, i hate memorizing all the stuff.

Two more weeks aren't enough for us. I need more time, to eat and digest those text book, journals and modules.

And to my surprise, i almost everyday visit "library" -a place where i can't breathe at all last time. THis is because my neighbour's house was under renovation. I can't stand of the noise. Super irritating.

Friends, pls pray for me.And good luck for my batchmates!i know we can do it!

Study break for 3 weeks started soon

2008-09-17T17:53:00.000+01:00

Study break will be started soon...

My blog will be deactivated for a while...

And good luck to all my coursemates for the coming exams!!!

Bangsar Shopping paradise

2008-09-14T11:49:00.001+01:00

Bangsar~ a compact mall offering many stand-alone boutique, interior and home décor shops and eateries. After submitted our HP essays, we decided to go to bangsar for shopping. Sim wee wants to get dress for her sis's wedding while i hav nothing to do so i followed them.

Throughout my shopping, i jus can't deny dat bangsar is a shopping paradise as the price is very reasonable and i can find a lot nice clothes there!

Besides, Bangsar is very famous of for its hip and trendy restaurants, pubs and bistro. It's particularly crowded during weekends as locals and expatriates alike party away, hanging out at stylish and popular spots like Telawi Street Bistro, Alexis, and Grappa. I had tasted the cakes in Alexis, which was recommended by jamie. Very delicious!

Group pic in Moca. Moca's interior design is very unique.

Sim wee and Wen Chin. Nice dresses!!

Wen chin in her princess dress. If she wearing tis dress to prompt dinner, she will definitely kill a lot guys.

I will be back to bangsar again. Definitely.

Aiwui's 21st birthday!

2008-09-14T10:49:00.000+01:00

Our little ai wui turned to 21st on 7th Sept 2008. Happy birthday gal!

Before 2 weeks of her birthday, i was squeezing my brain so hard to think for her birthday. While walking in M, i saw estee lauder roadshow and got a estee lauder make up kit for her as i know she likes to "ban leng leng". And also got a benefit gloss and benetint for her.

I managed to get a small video for her as i know she wants something very memorable to keep as memory. Inside the video, all of us expressed our opinion of her, but some guys were too shy to express in the video. Thanks to those who were willing to take out their time to accomplish the video although they were busy for the HP essay and test.

Sunday night, before one day her birthday, she called me and told me dat the volleyball competition might be postponed. She asked me whether i will stay back at uni. And i purposely told her dat i might going back home to complete my HP and not staying back at uni after the test. I can sense dat she was a bit disappointed in the phone. But actually i already msg-ed and called our friends to celebrate for her after class.

After our class, they all headed to pizza hut to celebrate her birthday. I was late to pizza hut to bought cake and got the video for her. The birthday party turned out very successfully except the part giving her surprise (i'm not good in acting =.=). She knew we're going to celebrate her birthday but she din expect we got a video for her. Lolz.

I'm glad dat she liked the present very much and even now she also very ''bu she de'' to use the make up kit^^ And we played the video in the laptop for her.

Me wif the flowers. Waiting at the taxi stand outside of c4. Pls ignore my pale face due to the exam.

Pretty gal - Ai wui

All of us ordering the meals.

The estee lauder make up kit!

Birthday cards from 30++ of us.

Group pic!!I'm taller than everyone...Lolz

Flowers from chun wai. So sweet !

She kissed me ^^

And i kissed her back ^^

JAc wif ai wui...

Adeline, cynthia and wen chin wif ai wui

The three gals ~~

Amy (the snow white) and kaai yin (stylish gal)

Ai wui wif doreen, hy, nc, foo pun and oxy^^

Xin yi wif ai wui

The guys and ai wui~~~

Last, Dedicated for Ai wui:

Dai Go Lui Already

Must Sang Sang Seng Seng

At last, Hope all ur wishes come true

And get a perfect bf

Ps: Should i upload the video here?I'm scare dat i will be killed by them >.<

My cousin's sis wedding...^^

2008-09-14T09:44:00.000+01:00

I attended the wedding of my cousin sister in Parkroyal Hotel at my hometown, kuala terengganu. Their 9-years long run love relationship has ended. I think everyone must be quite envy and curious how they maintain their relationship for so long.

And here i introduce my pretty cousin sister, Chyn. She's my very good shopping company. Everytime she comes to kl, she will treat me japanese food. ^^ She's a shopaholic, she has a very good taste on clothing, and always dress herself very well. Everytime go shopping wif her, guys will be staring at her. She looks quite cool and fierce sometimes, but she actually she very friendly.

The lovely couple

The wedding was three days before my biopharm 3 class test. However, i had no regrets attending her wedding and had so much fun there. The wedding was very grand and the ballroom was very nice and spacious and there were 70++ tables in the ballroom. It was great and sweet seeing all my relatives from spore and my hometown again since chinese new year. Before the wedding dinner, all of us went to saloon set our hair and make up. I was quite satisfied wif the saloon =)

Yummy Yummy. The food was delicious! And i ate a lot...Lolz

The make up done by the artist. Love it so much. Discover my fake eye lash?At 1st a bit uncomfortable but after dat used to it d...And i love my hair also!^^

The sweet couple on the screen. Din managed to take pics wif them.=.= The couple was very sweet and compatible.

Family Potrait

My pretty mum and me. Look alike?

My dad n me. The breadwinner of my family.

My gorgeous cousin sister wif me. She might look cool, but actually she quite friendly.

My aunt from spore. Too bad her daughter sing yee couldn't attend. if not i will be having a long talk wif her.

The pretty gal from my hometown and me. She's good in doing nails. She owns a nail saloon.

All the cousins wif the pretty and gorgeous bride.

The gals wif the bride

Us in the stage.

The handsome was surrounded by the prettys.

Wif my cousin brothers. ^^

Lastly, The lovely couple on the stage

Wish them blissfull forever

早生贵子

白头偕老

Stress!

2008-09-03T20:56:00.001+01:00

I'm having a hard time tis week.

I need a break >.<

Will turn on my study mode.

Fireworks at putra jaya~Grand Final

2008-08-31T12:34:00.000+01:00

The four-week Malaysia International Fireworks Competition 2008 came to a close last night. The Spanish team, walked away with the competition's Golden Merdeka Trophy while Malaysia emerged second in the competition. Instead, all the teams were combined into Team Global - which Malaysia led the fireworks performance. It was an explosive and thrilling display that entertained the crowd. I really enjoyed watching the sky being lit up with impressive firework displays for 25 minutes!! It was very fantastic!!! Splendid splashes of flaming red, bright orange and other vivid colors transformed the sky into a grand theatre of pyrotechnics. Although we spent hours in traffic jam, it was really worthwhile after all.

Before the fireworks started...

Sifu n me

My best friends

Awesome fireworks

Putra jaya's magnificent buildings

Went to mid valley and sunway pyramid for Merdeka sales!!

Cute cousin n me

Took pic wif tis sunway lagoon bear bear...

Paiseh...this was my idea...0.0

Sending khay inn off at airport. Gal, next year i'll go to korea find u!!wait for me. Don miss me too much XOXO.

I know u love me so much...same as me =)

The last pic before sending her off...

Everyone staring at us when we did tis...lolz.

Another three weeks to go...=.=

2008-08-28T11:59:00.000+01:00

We only have so much time =.=

When i flip through my timetable, i realise dat there're three weeks to go before our study break. Kinda Sad coz i hav to start kick my ass and study from now, but a bit happy dat i'll be going to kk trip soon. It seems dat time really passes very fast, in the blink of eyes. It is truly amazing how fast time flies when we are having fun.And Sometimes we forget that every day is a joy. Thus, i hav to find a way to control time instead of time controlling me.

Over:

CVS Interpretation Test
PP dispensing Test
PP Essay (1200 Words)

Left:

Biopharm 3 Class Test
Health promotion essay (3000 words)

Went for the Malaysia fireworks competition at putrajaya in conjunction with National day. It was an event where a musical and fireworks are combined and performed in front of thousands of spectator. It was spain team to present their entry. But i was kinda disappointed of their fireworks. Perhaps fireworks tomorrow will be more fantastic.

The pictures turned out abit smokey as i forgot to bring along my camera and i was using my 5 mega pixels hp camera. It was raining during the event. The fireworks turned out not as beautiful as i expected.

Brought my poodle to shyyi's house and played wif her friend's puppy. Had so much fun and heart talk. I'm waiting for our ph7 reunion. Shufen, we are waiting for u =) Miss u!

Someone gets on my nerve!

2008-08-21T06:14:00.000+01:00

I'm damn damn damn angry of my maid!!

Last few months, i was very happy because my mum told me dat my maid would be going back to indo during tis nov and a new maid will be replacing her.

I had beared her for more than one year.

But last week, my mum told me dat my maid will be continue working at my house for one more year. Jus because my bro will be sitting for UPSR and my mum lazy to train new maid.

Tat time, i stunned a while and damn unhappy as my mum promised me will change another new maid.

What she did to get on my nerves??

1st, she stole my hp and used my hp when i was on vacation. After back from vacation, i was searching for my hp everywhere. And finally i asked her, She replied "i donno".

And the next morning, she gave me my hp and told me "oh, i found ur hp under ur bed".

When i opened my hp, i saw those malay sms (most probably is indonesian language dat i don understand at all) inside my hp. And i realised: DAMN, she was using my number for few days, and lied to me! And i told my mum. My mum confronted her. At 1st, she insisted dat she not using my hp. My mum called the number and found out dat the guy is her husband. My mum promised me dat she'll change another new maid after one year coz she had paid her contract for one year.

2nd, when my mum was outstationed or went for vacation, she's like a queen at my house. Never do housechores and watched movie in the living room for 3 hours. (Tat time i'm not at home and my cousin saw it and she told me). One day before my mum back from outstation, she was super hardworking and spent whole day cleaning my mum's bedroom. (So clever right?)

3rd, when workers came to my mum's room to repair something, she didn't watch them working at my mum's room. Instead, she watched movie at my living room. (So smart right?let the workers steal things whenever they want)

4th, few months ago, i had undergone an operation and can't take normal meal. I hav to take steamed vege, organic mee and steamed fish for my meal. Everytime i ask her to cook for her, she will reply me "lazy la, u cook uself la" and show me her unwilling face. Okay, if i know how to cook, so y should u be here? U should go back to Indonesia right? And everyday i hav to beg her to cook for me. WTF! And she never clean my room before (never vacuum and wipe my floor before). FINE, this one i can tolerate. But for the lunch and dinner, she's getting on my nerves already coz i know how to clean my room, but i donno how to cook fish and vege.

5th, she always enter my room and check out the things in my room. One day, she asked me:"wei u got so many perfumes, can giv me one o not?'' After that, i lock my room everyday whenever i'm not at home.

6th, there's always unbearable smoke from her room like cigarette smoke everynight. (even my sis also realised) I donno what the heck she doing inside her room every night.

7th, my cousin overnight at my house. And one day. after back from shopping, her money lost (rm100). She kept her money in her luggage.

If i hav to bear of her attitudes for another one year, i'm going to crazy.

And jus now we quarrelled. She said "i know u always complain me in front of ur mother, and what u did at home i will tell ur mother also". I don scare at all, coz i din did anything bad at home. (She's trying to mengugut me) So brave right? I'm telling my mum the truths okay!

I really scare one day, i donno what will i do when she's reaching above my limit.

I miss my maid who worked at my house for more than 4 years. We watched meteor garden together and laugher together last time. Everyday after class, i rushed home to take the lunch she cooked and talked to her. She's a very hardworking and responsible maid. But she lost contact wif me. =(((((((((((((((

SO WHAT IS THE POINT OF KEEPING TIS KIND OF MAID AT MY HOUSE? STEAL MY HP B4 AND SO LAZY!

Contact lens really hurt me!!

2008-08-14T02:46:00.000+01:00

Moral of the lesson: Do not wear contact lens exceed 6 hours per day. If not, u will end up like me.

Yesterday before class, my eyes were superb uncomfortable. As i din bring along my eye solution, i jus leaved my eyes uncomfortably without doing anything. AFTER my class, the pain on eyes was very sharp and it was unbearable. I rushed to eyes specialist clinic wif my mum.

After check-up, the doctor told me dat my cornea had burnt and luckily the injury was not very serious. He told me dat wearing contact lens has side effect, it will only reveal after 2, 5, or 10 years. It's depend on individual. Recall back, i had wore contact lens since form 1. That means, i had wore contact lens for more than 8 years. So for those who wear contact lens, minimise the hours wearing contact lens and let's ur eyes breathe more. Someone told me, i will definitely get glaucoma if i continue wearing contact lens for more than 6 hours. >.<

I need to cover my eyes for one night. And the most important thing is: i can't wear contact lens for 10 days. Tat means i hav to wear my ugly spectacle for 10days. Sigh.

Perhaps, I need a laser eye.

Malay Wedding - Kenduri

2008-08-14T01:49:00.000+01:00

Last Saturday, I attended my driver’s son wedding at Hulu Klang. Usually in Malay weddings, they will hold two receptions; one at the bride's house and another one at the groom's side. As this was the bridegroom's turn to have the reception, a whole group of us went to support him.

Once we had arrived, we were greeted by the host in nice Malay attires.

The food was served buffet style so everyone can help themselves to what they want. Most of the malay guests eat rice the traditional way, i.e. with their hands.

This particular teapot set, which is called kendi in Malay, contains clean water with which people use to wash their fingers prior to and after eating. (Please don't pour the water into a glass to drink; you'd look really silly doing that!) ; the base is supposed to catch all the used water.

When the kendi base is already full, the dirty water will be thrown out and fresh water is once again filled into the kendi teapots.

It was time for a walking procession to the bridegroom's house. It was just a few minutes walk but the groom who is also known as "raja sehari" (Malay for the king for the day) was escorted to the house under a yellow umbrella and bearers of bungga manggar (the decorative flowers at the side). Sounds of the kompang (drums being beaten) heralded the arrival of the groom. The bride greeted him with a kiss on his hand and they were led away to the bersanding ceremony.

It was time for the bersanding ceremony, where the groom and bride would sit on the pelamin (Malay for dais) that was specially prepared and decorated. They were attended by two relatives who fan them while the sit in state looking like a king and queen for the day. See those nicely decorated flowers at the bottom of their feet. Those are the bunga telur (Malay for flower egg), which is traditionally given out to those who bless the happy couple.Guests will bless the happy couple with a sprinkling of petals and scented water.

Here's the pic we took wif our driver.

Attending malay wedding really opened my eyes. ^^

The biggest mistake i made in my life

2008-08-10T12:41:00.000+01:00

Every rose has its thorn... just like every night has its dawn...
When truth prevails, it can be so darn clear. However, the truth was just there: quiet, unassuming and only i know myself.

It's disappointing when certain people make wrong assumptions about others without even getting to know them better. It's even come worse when sometimes close friends feel helpless to defend their friends because they know that the "strangers" would not understand.

At the end of the day, we know that deep in our hearts, the closest of friends will believe in us, no matter what, because they understand us so well that no explanations are required to justify their faith. And they won't prejudge us nor anyone else for that matter. Everyone should be given the benefit of the doubt, sometimes more than once. But they should not take advantage of it.

My friend told me,

对别人容忍，等于对自己残忍。
有时候，热情和太顾及其他人的感受是一个错误.
有时候，伤人的话语的确无法笑而置之
就把它当作成长中的磨练吧！

It's too late to understand these phrases. Jus like the song "too late to apologize".

I'm wrong. I'm wrong until an extent i should not be forgiven. And i'm the cause of everything.

My friendship is present enough

2008-08-10T11:13:00.000+01:00

I know, since the day i left my secondary school, i would be having trouble enough maintaining my friendships through school. To make matters worse, today's airplane-happy society means that friends will often be scattered all over the globe. A single of 30++ gals and boys are scattered across different colleges, universities. They flew, they tracked and they bussed their way across land and sea, and i knew things would never be the same again.

However,
We are still bonded to each other strongly.

We came from the same hometown, a small city where no cinema, no shopping complexes, no McD, no Redbox. However, despite all these, our secondary life was very fun and glorious. And I know everyone of us is missing our secondary life now.

And last week, there was a gatherine for all the kt-ians. Mingchu had planned and organize successfully, where most of us turned out except for those who are currently at overseas. And i realised, with little planning, some simple tools, amd a lot of love, we can keep our friends forever.

The gals. Muacks muacks~~~

My Ji muis. Tall lilian, blur shyyi, cute cindy and big mingchu and sexy jiamin. I love u all heaps!!

The Group pic XD

Han wei and me.

Vincent and me

All of us clubbed at barcelona. I broke my second curfew for u all. 1st curfew is clubbing wif khay inn. However, the clubbing was fun, especially wif u all. And Sorry for going back home early tat time, at 12am sharp. (Coz i'm cinderella, lolz). And i hope there's a lot a lot gatherine coming soon.

Friendships are like flowers. They grow with time and can stem into something very beautiful. If you don't take care of them Nurture and pay attention to them. They will wilt away. Friends are very special just like a delicate flower.
"A friend is someone who reaches out for your hand ...and touches your heart."
Good friends reveal themselves slowly, in the shimmer and shadow of living things... in the tears and laughter of shared experience.

Genting and bentong trip

2008-08-10T10:07:00.000+01:00

One of the best trip ever! Though it's only to Genting Highlands, we had made it a great trip.

After much winding around the mountain, we reached Genting around 5.30pm. After check-in to hotel, we had our dinner at a quite romantic restaurant. The food was delicious yet the price was reasonable. Then, we headed to casino. Before dat, we already planned how to sneak in to casino since 4 of us are underage. 1st attempt was failed, only chun wai and wei luan managed to get in. And we went for 2nd attempt at another entrance, jeanette and serine couldn’t enter. And I can enter! That means I’m matured enough? Sigh.

Went to non-smoking area, and had a sit there and started to bet. After 2 hour, my chips remained the same. No win no lose. A bit disappointed, and I placed my chips on the 6 boxes, 1 wins 18, 1 wins 30, and 1 wins 50. I knew the probability is low; still I went for a try. And guess wat! I’m so lucky! I win rm500! As my chips rm10 on 1 wins 50 hits. And I told myself don be greedy. Soon, I went to cash exchange and told the good news to them. They stunned a while, and couldn’t believe.

Having my lamb steak at the romantic restaurant.

My sifu. LOlz

Day 2, we started off with the sedate rides in the indoor theme park, before moving on the REAL ones outside. Screams and laughter were aplenty. Three of us went through the heart attack – Space Shot. When it comes to thrill rides, I soon caved in after much hemming and hawing. I regretted it as soon as I agreed to take the tide. But it was too late... And so it was, that the 3 of us were soon well on our way to conquer THE ride of all rides in the outdoor theme park. I was screaming from the time we went up to the time we stopped on top to the time we came down, just like I was the other time. We were silent throughout. At that instant when we made that heart-stopping drop, all I remember was the silence in the air until I finally found my voice. Never again!!! And we went for spinning ride. It was really cold though... and there was an intermittent drizzle. It was so refreshing to have the blast of cold air hit every inch of our bodies, and the feeling of spinning and hanging freely in the air was totally liberating.

Me wif two clowns

On the spinning ride

After our dinner, we took skyway cable car. And when we reached the bus station, the bus station was empty. Shit! The last bus had gone. All of us were panic and We were thinking of going up to genting again and slept at star buck or casino. At last, we went to sin ye house and overnight at her house. No regrets going to her house as we tasted a lot nice fruits!! Durians, Langsat, mangosteen and rambutans. And all the durians are very fresh as sin ye family jus collected at her orchard.

I love durian. Durian smells and tastes like heaven. Eating durian cannot be adequately described with words. I can’t imagine a more delicious, sensuous, and exquisite food in existence on this planet. I really enjoyed durians a lot.!!!

Apart from that, we tasted a lot delicious bentong and karak food!!Thumbs up~~~

Sin ye, thanks so much for a wonderful weekend. Your hospitality and meals were spectacular! Wonderful hosts and delicious food, what more could one ask for? Thank you for a truly relaxing & home style weekend. We really enjoyed your company & hospitality thoroughly. And your family is very friendly and nice!!

Fresh and delicious durians!

Myself...

2008-07-30T06:55:00.000+01:00

Yesterday i was overwhelmed by feelings of depression. For?I also had no idea.

Just feel dat i'm lost in direction. Everything is not going as smooth as i hope. I know life is full of obstacles, depends on whether u take it or avoid it. And for sometime, i used to avoid all these instead of facing it. So when all these came in one shot, i couldn't take all of them. So i started emo, started blaming myself for being imperfect, for being lousy. And i know all this while, i jus revealed the best part of me, the happy-go-lucky jane.

But, actually
When i'm in a sad mood, i may feel like it will last forever.

When i'm sad, the world may seem dark and unfriendly.

And I have nothing to look forward to.

The hurt deep inside may crush my usually good mood.

Sadness makes me feel like crying, and sometimes the tears are hard to stop.

And,
I remember once, when i started emo-ing, there's someone who really can comforted me very well, understood every single sad thing i expressed out, cheer me up and also encouraged me very well, and asked me don't blame myself for all the faults. Tat's y i really felt much better after expressing my feelings. But because of some misunderstands tat really can't be solved, we are no longer friends, don even smile or greet each other when we meet. 我们已经是再也普通不过的陌生人了。

And thanks for those who comforted me yesterday. I really feeling better. ^^

My weekend =)

2008-07-28T06:35:00.000+01:00

Batman, The Dark Knight, the most sophisticated and ambitious work of its kind. I watched it!!It was superb nice!!Three-hour sitting inside the cinema was worth! I like the main actor- batman, he is very handsome and remained very cool and calm throughout the movie. And special credit goes for the joker who acted insanely inside the movie. The scary part of tis movie was the joker explained the origins of his trademark facial scars,and each time telling a different tale. He is the definitive movie Joker, and he achieves a level of abject insanity that is terrifying as it is irresistible.

So wat r u waiting?go and watch dis movie =)

I had passed my "undang test" again. U guys sure wondering why i took the test so late?I took undang test during form 5 and passed it but i didn't managed to complete my driving lessons in 2 years time. This is because after form five, i continued my driving lessons at hometown, at tat time, i entered college early of january and i was lazy to go back kt and learn. Consequently, my "L license" was expired and i hav to retake it again =( Tat means i hav to go for the 6 hours theory briefing, undang test and 6-hours amali and 16 hours driving lessons all over again. Briefing was superb boring coz i went alone, no one accompany me. I still remember i went wif ph7 for 1st time briefing at my hometown, and all of us sit for the test and passed! Okay, i know i had promised my friends since sem 1 dat i'm going to fetch them for lunch. Now i'm fulfiling my promise though a bit late. Lolz. So wish me good luck and pass my exam. And remember to buy insurans when i'm giving u guys a ride. ^^

I'm sad coz My hp spoilt and can't function normally as i accidentally drop it into water. I'm getting this hp soon. Red in colour as my previous k810 hp. I love tis hp coz it's 5 mega pixels. My concern of hp: picture quality, appearance, and screen colour quality. It fulfil all my requirements. And this time, i am using my saving money. (My dad won't sponsor me) =( So i'm broke soon.

And our gatherine turned out succesfully. Special credit for our organiser, Ming chu. U did a good job for gathering us. And i know u had planned hard and well for our gatherine.

Will be uploaded pics of our gatherine. It's great to see u all and secondary school friends still remain the same and great!!

My room is clean, clean, clean

2008-07-20T14:50:00.000+01:00

My mom continuously has asked me to clean my room. Finally, I did.

My room was dangerously messy during the week where i was having so much fun wif my cousin and her friends.

Since my room was very messy and unorganized, I decided to take this whole cleaning thing in small steps. So today, I spent a half day organizing it and cleaning it up. And i think my mum will be surprised when enter my room. lolz.

Notice my cute cici on my bed? Lolz.

My make up table.

My study table.

My changing room

Randomness...

2008-07-19T13:04:00.000+01:00

Jus bought a pair of yoga suit. Next week will be going to celebrity fitness centre for yoga training wif yean leeng. (sorry yean leeng coz ffk u for 2 weeks). Hopefully i will fall in love wif yoga and go to celebrity frequently. I heard dat yoga is very hard as we need a lot of patience. And i hope i can do it =)

My yoga suit.

My favourites from forever 21.

Top Ten Beauty Care which i Heart the most =)

2008-07-19T06:08:00.001+01:00

Shu Uemura Cleansing oil. A strongly recommended product for gals who always put on make up. I love them so much due to the skin-friendliness of the cleansing oil ingredients, and the ability of the cleansing oil to rinse clean, i.e., emulsify with water and not leave residue or a film behind.

Suisse Programme Skin care. Suisse programme eye gel and eye treatment are the best products overall. Dark circle and fine line around ur eyes will be reduced slowly. But of course if u din get enough sleep, there's no much obvious effect.

My favourite>>> DKNY Red Apple Perfume. Used it for more than one year, yet still haven get bored of the fragrance. I was entitled a small green apple perfume when purchasing the red apple perfume. I prefer red apple scent as Red Delicious is more complex and deep, and is spicy as well as fruity. This fragrance is one of the best out there, for me anyway.

Dior LA Collection. Got them from the airport at Japan last year. I love the Dior Addict Perfume especially Dior Addict Shine. Dior Perfumes are most definitely a spring scent, shimmering, joyous and feminine.

Ralph Lauren Rocks Perfume. The passion fruit, kiwi, and citrus will slowly being transitioned into a beautiful mix of freesia, orange blossom, hyacinth, and palm leaves. From my point of view, Ralph Rocks is very wearable, even likeable, and is geared towards a young consumer.

Delices de Cartier Perfume. Gift from my friend. The perfume amplifies the juicy sweetness of cherries. The scent is a bit strong but i still love the scent. so not all can accept the scent. The lasting power is great. And during special occasion like dinner or wedding, it's the most suitable perfume.

Loccitane Almond Delicious Paste Body Scrub. A pure and delectable body treatment which crushed almond nuts and sugar crystals and whipped with nourishing almond oil and almond butter. My review: skin will be smoother if u use consistently, twice in a week. After scrub ur body, apply skin oil or shea butter to moisture ur skin.

H20 Buttermilk bath soak. Thanks yean leeng for recommending me h20 product. What is so special of this product?The creamy, nourishing bath treatment formulated with natural buttermilk, milk proteins and shea butter for ultra silky and scented skin.

Loccitane Almond Supple Oil. Enriched with powerful almond proteins and oil and essential oils of peppermint, palmarosa and Immortelle, Supple Skin Oil. I love its deeply nourishing formula, and it's easily absorbed into my skin and i won't feel my skin sticking.

Shu Uemura Water Rose Spray. Sales gal from shu uemura had told me that shu uemura's Unique Deepsea water contains 60 minerals to help enhance skin's moisture balance. After spraying on my face, my skin is perfectly hydrated with enhanced clarity and improved quality. I love the spray so much as it's lightly scented with natural extracts like rose.

HAppy birthday my sifu!!!

2008-07-17T16:15:00.001+01:00

Today is a very special day for my sifu >>>chan chun wai...21st birthday!!!

Still can recall very well dat we got to know each other and getting closer during sem 2 as we were arranged in the same english presentation group. I never talk to him b4 though he was in the same lab wif me. He told me dat he dislike my attitude since sem 1(coz of...Shhh...secret)..Slowly get to know him better and found out dat he is a very good friend, willing to lend his helping hand and is a very fun and nice company.

Sometimes i quite envy him coz he is a very smart guy, and his understanding very well. Yet, he is not arrogant and willing to teach us.

Sifu, maybe u r not reading tis post, Hope u enjoy ur glorious day!!and wish all ur dreams come true and faster find a "si mu" for me...lolz...When r u free to go casino wif me since u can enter casino???lolz

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIFU!!!

Too bad i can't celebrate wif u all...no transport =( hope u like the card i made and the present we chose for u...

Great weekend wif my cousin from uk...

2008-07-17T11:59:00.000+01:00

My cousin from uk came back after one year, staying at my house for more than one week...

She is my closest cousin, and she is the one who always called me from uk and talked to me for one hour...But everytime when she called me, i was sleeping...(sorry gal)

We always crap, shop, and having heart talk. And whenever we go out, we can play crazily.She's my best companion whom i feel comfortable wif (i don need to be think twice before i talking to her). Coz Sometimes, i'm too straight and my harsh words might hurt ppl's feeling without realizing.

I still can recall vividly, the moment we spent at kt (playing gunbound together and shouting together after we won, wearing super big shirt and ugly pant when went out for yam char) and the funniest thing we did in cinema and shopping complex.

I had a great weekend wif her and her friends though i'm seriously broke after shopping wif her. We went to sunway pyramid for more than 5 times coz of my lovely billabong bag and went to pavilion once. Shopping at pavilion was not fun at all, as there are all branded shops.

My lovely bag...got it at 40% discount coz my friend is working at quicksilver and his friend is working at billabong. So happy!

My cousin's friends overnight at my house for three days. 1st day i slept at 1am while the others were talking till 3am. The 2nd day we slept at 4am and the third day we slept at 6am. My dark circles in the pictures below are so obvious =.=. During the 3rd day, after our sing k session, we all danced like crazy gals. LOlz...

Wei xian and me...After one year...finally we took pic together...

After sing k at my house

Chiew may and me...The "shopping queen"

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Jus read my sis's blog...she lost my adidas shoes dat i bought from spore...=( I know she's sad coz i know the feeling when i lost my purse, so i din scold her. There's a lot stealers in my uni now =(

My sis's friend's laptop lost, and there's a lot forms filled by students outside the "lost and found" department.

Health Promotion Essay drives me crazy...

2008-06-25T11:55:00.000+01:00

I hate doing assignments...and i had experienced once during SAM...there were a lot assignments and everyday i was rushing and competing wif time for assignment...

I hav to hand up my health promotion assignment on September...preparing now and don wan to do last-minute work anymore.

There are two topics for my essay. we can choose either one....can anyone help me?

I couldn't make my mind...So indecisive now...

The second question is more to business area...Since secondary school, i like business and business is one of my choice for uni...This is bcoz business can be innovative and creative and in contrast, the science contains all the facts...which are dull and boring.

My friend is doing the topic of ginseng...so envy her...I guess she will take ginseng frequently after she realize the benefits of ginseng...lolz

1. Why do you think cocaine is fast becoming the stimulant of choice? What is crack cocaine and why is its abuse particularly problematic?

2. Social marketing is not just a commercial marketing strategy. It can be applied to improve public health. Discuss how social marketing is used to address public health. How effective is social marketing in health promotion?

Library will be my second home soon =.=

Embarking on a new life

2008-06-19T16:55:00.000+01:00

I hav kept all my previous posts as drafts...simply bcoz i find myself too longing for the past

Sometimes, i do miss the past.
But i know previous posts are just my past...
The past is history, nonetheless, the present and my future should be my focus now...Sweet memories should be kept in my mindwhile sad memories should be erased from my mind...

I realize that i have grown up a lot in comparison to the past...(though sometimes i might sounds a bit childish when talking)...
I'm no longer think naively about life...

Undeniable, as we grow up, we will slowly be mounted with responsibilities in which we can't escape...Thus we hav to learn to accept, not to avoid the responsibilities...

New sem begins...Sem 4 is the toughest sem among five sems...I can't be slacking anymore: sleeping or watching tv...Since i had chose pharmacy, i know i must do the best, not to disappoint my parent.
My aim:Be the best pharmacist

And Someone ask me to find myself back...
Lai wai jane who used to study hard during Primary and secondary school and excel well in exams...no matter big or small tests...

During my semester break, i was filled wif anxiety. I worried that i would fail..During my 2 weeks holiday, while everyone was enjoying their holiday, i locked myself in room studying the subject that i think i might fail. I din not enjoy my holiday at all...But to my surprise, i passed sem 3...
This was a big lesson for me...I will never repeat it again...

I admit I'm a person with many flaws, flaws that are pretty obvious and unbearable at times.
Fortunately, I'm blessed with friends who can truly accept for who i am, and throughout the years of being my friends. I'm really proud to say that they worth my every love, attention and care. u know who u r =).

A true friend is:

Friend who understands me very well
Friend who always stands by myside and comforts me when i am down/depressed
Friend who encourages me endlessly to excel well in my studies even when i do not show adequate interest in my studies
Friend who never complain, sincerely care for me and never fail to lend their helping hand whenever i facing problems.

Pray hard for me=)...I know i can do better than last time...Regret is never appear in my dictionary.

Ps:A million thanks to my friends who gav me a lot support during my sem 3 final exam...Without them, i might not pass my sem 3...I truly appreciate u all =)

Operation

2008-06-19T13:16:00.000+01:00

Last few days, i was admitted into a private hospital...And undergo a minor operation. I was given a general anaesthetic for one hour b4 the operation started. I was totally unconscious throughout the operation.

After one hour, i regained my consciousness. The pain was unbearable and i couldn't move my body.

Luckily i don't hav to overnight at hospital. This is my 1st operation and my 1st time admitted into hospital. I was given one-week-mc and had to rest well at home.

I looked so pale after the operation

This is the things dat doctor remove from my body. SUper disgusting. Taken by my sis

While i was resting, i was bored to the point in which i felt as if i were no different from a handicapped Somehow, i envy my coursemates who can attend lecturers. Last time, my friends hardly to c me in the lecturer, or even my bayang in the uni. But during my rest, i really missed the time wif friends in uni, chit-chatting wif friends.

The worse part is, i ought to change my dietary habits. Everyday i hav to consume those "plain" food (no taste, no smell), antibiotics and vitamins.
I miss japanese food, korean food, and seafood such as oyster, crabs. But now i can only say bye-bye to them.

I can only look at those delicious dishes during dinner and looking at my sis or brother licking their fingers taking their dinner. SUper envy THEM!!

My vitamins. My mum is a loyal supporter of Amway product.

Antibiotic. Amoxycillin + Clavulanic acid = co-amoxiclav. We studies these antiobiotics in microb but who knows, i hav to take them. =.=

Millennium water. Excel product. Good in healing my wounds and nice taste.

This is the food i take daily. "Ma Yau" Fish, Vegetable soup, fruit and rice.

LOoking at these dishes, i can jus c but can't eat

And i'm regretted. I did not do any exercise for more than 4 years coz i'm super lazy. My only exercise is shopping which i can walk for few hours in shopping complex. This has resulted a poor immune system in my body thus my body is weak.

Tues, i was forced to go to uni for 3-hour english placement test. During the test, i kept coughing and felt uncomfortable. Coursemates who saw me asking me why i looked so pale.

Thanks for my friends who send regards through sms or msn me...thanks for ur concern =)

I hope i can recover soon and i promise i'll do more exercise after tis.

I wan to climb kk mountain during october. T.T

HAppy day!

2008-06-10T16:08:00.000+01:00

Please be informed that you have passed the End of Semester 3 Examination.

So happy when open my email...cried in joy and hugged jia min...thanks a lot gal for opening my email...u r my lucky star!!!

New sem will begin next week...left few more days for holiday...

Next sem hav to be more hardworking...conmgratulations to p107...^^

TAke care gals!!!will be meeting u after one year!!

2008-06-09T10:20:00.000+01:00

Time flies very fast...tomorrow u all will be leaving msia to uk...

Never expect dat u all leaving so soon...

Jus now jac and jamie come n find me...B4 they leave my house, we hugged each other...and b4 jac drove back, i teared...really very 'she bu de'' u all...and we will be meeting after one year...

I'm sure i will miss badly the time we hang out, the time we crap. the time we shopping...

next year i hope i can meet u all at uk!!!wait for me!!!

Miss u gals badly!!!

Jamie's birthday...our suprise turned successfuly...she teared in fridays...

Jacqueline's birthday...we all giving her surprise in thai's restaurant
all the gals
My sis's birthday at my house..

Three of us at jian hwa house...three J's...though u two will be in foreign coutry, u two will always in my heart....never parted...

Jacqueline n me~~~~know her since 1st year at uni...cute, charming and sweet...a good listener and giv me a lot advises....always be there when i in trouble....always talk phone wif her in mid night...

Jamie and me~~~ buddy since sam...a kind and soft gal...never failed to lend her helping hand whenever u're in trouble...sweet and charming...shopaholic and hav good sense in clothes, accessories and shoes...

Stephanie and me~~~thanks for ur key chain...we two r very crazy when hanging together...always do silly things together...she likes to zak me all the time....

And also meiling, ikh shyan, hui bee, rena, diana (dog's freak), sue, pui kuan, mun wai, hong ling...

wish all the best at uk and enjoy ur life at uk....!!!

miss u all !!

+*Pieces of My life*+