Yesterday i was overwhelmed by feelings of depression. For?I also had no idea.
Just feel dat i'm lost in direction. Everything is not going as smooth as i hope. I know life is full of obstacles, depends on whether u take it or avoid it. And for sometime, i used to avoid all these instead of facing it. So when all these came in one shot, i couldn't take all of them. So i started emo, started blaming myself for being imperfect, for being lousy. And i know all this while, i jus revealed the best part of me, the happy-go-lucky jane.
When i'm in a sad mood, i may feel like it will last forever.
When i'm sad, the world may seem dark and unfriendly.
And I have nothing to look forward to.
The hurt deep inside may crush my usually good mood.
Sadness makes me feel like crying, and sometimes the tears are hard to stop.
I remember once, when i started emo-ing, there's someone who really can comforted me very well, understood every single sad thing i expressed out, cheer me up and also encouraged me very well, and asked me don't blame myself for all the faults. Tat's y i really felt much better after expressing my feelings. But because of some misunderstands tat really can't be solved
, we are no longer friends, don even smile or greet each other when we meet. 我们已经是再也普通不过的陌生人了。
And thanks for those who comforted me yesterday. I really feeling better. ^^
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The one and only; (Jane)
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