Yesterday i was overwhelmed by feelings of depression. For?I also had no idea.
Just feel dat i'm lost in direction. Everything is not going as smooth as i hope. I know life is full of obstacles, depends on whether u take it or avoid it. And for sometime, i used to avoid all these instead of facing it. So when all these came in one shot, i couldn't take all of them. So i started emo, started blaming myself for being imperfect, for being lousy. And i know all this while, i jus revealed the best part of me, the happy-go-lucky jane.
But, actually
When i'm in a sad mood, i may feel like it will last forever.
When i'm sad, the world may seem dark and unfriendly.
And I have nothing to look forward to.
The hurt deep inside may crush my usually good mood.
Sadness makes me feel like crying, and sometimes the tears are hard to stop.
And,
I remember once, when i started emo-ing, there's someone who really can comforted me very well, understood every single sad thing i expressed out, cheer me up and also encouraged me very well, and asked me don't blame myself for all the faults. Tat's y i really felt much better after expressing my feelings. But because of
some misunderstands tat really can't be solved, we are no longer friends, don even smile or greet each other when we meet. 我们已经是再也普通不过的陌生人了。
And thanks for those who comforted me yesterday. I really feeling better. ^^
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The one and only; (Jane)
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